First off, I truly feel I have been a jerk to some of you and I truly apologise for it. To be honest, I have been going through a tough time, as of recent with grades and my brother betraying me, and my grandmother being her way that I kinda got frustrated. to be honest, I really want to be a little girl, sadly, and I kinda Lashed out of Frustration to a lot of you and my grandmother and brother and I kinda said a lot of rude things to you all and rambling threads, that I sort of regret now. But I know now that that isn't the awenser, and if I said anything bad I truly apologise. Also, I am not 100% sure but, I feel that I may be transgender, but I am still me which I should have realised that earlier. Also, I am truly sorry for my behavior, I have been a bad girl for acting this way and I still want to be here, and I pray that you will forgive me.