I have been trying everyday to find a solution to my problems and how to deal with them.
Lately, I felt like I've been more socially active with my friends and even started talking about my problems and so far it has been helping me, For Example, today I saw the new Captain America Movie it was incredible and Honestly I can honestly say that Chris Evans is top ten HOTTIE in my list.
But the one thing i noticed, was i haven't reached out to anyone in the community about my issues. In fact I felt like i have been blaming most of my issues on tumblr. I feel like tumblr is an online community of it own that reminded me of high school, SOME OF US are grown adults and on social media sites we act little children (YOU KNOW WHAT I MEANT).
I am not going to lie I was one of them. I wanted and was willing to do anything for followers and likes. But to be honest, I end up hurting myself... I began to ask questions that were completely OBLIVIOUS to my regular attitude.
I am I good enough?
Do they Like me?
Why don't they like me?
Is it because im not white?
is it because in not showing my penis?
i can show my penis?
I realized i was willing to do ANYTHING to gain attention from the Tumblr community that i lost control of the reason why I did this in the first place. So i had to do what I had to do.
press the delete button.