Wearing diapers and not just not thinking about wearing them is all new to me so not sure how to feel or what to say at this point.
When I put my diapers on I jus feel safe and warm and cuddly. I feel "normal " if that's the right word t use. I feel more like me. I have always talked and acted like a baby and hated doing the grown up things my entire life but recently I wanted to wear diapers and have my own binkie and I don't care who knows it. I wear nothing but diapers at home and even wear them when I go out and walk my dog. they feel great.
the first thing I notice when I put on my bear print actual diapers and not the depends from wal mart is that I get the urge to pee pee and if I don't give in to peeing in to peeing in my diaper I start leaking a little here and a little there. it just comes naturally and I can't stop it. I haven't done that since I was a baby.
is this ok to just let it go and go ahead and soak my diaper ? I don't want my partner to think any different of me. He is my Daddy Bear and supports his baby bear in every way. just not sure at this point.