I had a wierd Dream during my nap today, i was at a daycare Centre Taking a nap conciendently and i had one of my schnüllis (Pacis) that i have in real life ( my Redish Pink one with a Foxes face on it and zigzags on it) my mom is Diabetic so she was Sorting out her Hypo in the Dream, so my dad picked me up instead.
When my mom arrivied she had one of my pacis in HER mouth (my White one with a pink Button on) i thought it was Strange so i asked if she was better and she Said "you Took your Time" Or something like that, it was in German so i got the translation Perhaps a bit wrong.
But the Strange Thing was, she in real life Would take me to the mental Doctor if she Found out i had infantilism. I Found this out by Having a discussion with her about Riley the AB. I asked her how Do These People hide all Their Stuff, like What if they left their dummy on the Side and how Do they hide their nurseries. My mom Said " you Can put a lock on the door and just say it is a Friends,s Child,s dummy" and "its wierd but they Are not exactly hurting anyone" and " if you have a Fetish you Know what to Do"
Back to the Dream i was walking down the road with her Holding her Hand, when suddenly she became a dog!? She Turned into my Puppy "Poppy" so i Walked my "mom" home on a lead, wtf!?
I have a question, Do you think just by Reading this my mom Accepts me in a certain way because i am not sure Whether Or not to Tell her, my dad might Accept me more than my mom because i told him i still Play with toys and i told my mom i still suck my thumb and that i am trying to stop. Should i actually Tell my Parents? I Would Personally Gradually introduce it Doesnt all come all at once.