See previous threads for background
So, the last Xanax I took was yesterday around lunch. Still kept control of 1 and 2 all the way up to bed. Still wetting in my sleep but didn't mess. Once I got out of the shower though I had an urge to go but felt that I wouldn't be able to hold it for long.
Today so far, I noticed I couldn't hold my urine for long and feel that tomorrow I'll be back to no control.
Dr said he can prescribe a medication that's 15 letters long. I'm not going to take it as I'm okay to use diapers. If this is a mental thing I'm sure I can eventually regain control again. I'm still thinking about canceling my urologist appointment next week.
I talked to my wife about this and she's on the same page. She likes that I wear diapers and has a need for them. She's been wearing on the weekends mostly and not in public yet. I still see she's not comfortable wearing in front of me but she wears when she wants to and I don't push it
So that's my update