Just wondering how many people see a trend with their baby indulges and lower mental health. I have bad chronic migraines and notice a close correlation with wearing diapers and needed some baby time when my mood is poor or I'm painful (to a point, if my pain goes past that I don't want anything but a hole and someone to hit me with a metal bat). I do have some depression issues that started because of the unrelenting pain (been over a year since I have had a break) and this last week the meds stopped working completely. I haven't been able to leave the house and been wearing my diapers constantly which is unusual (thank you waddlers overnight for coming in, I you!!).
When I'm able to get the pain and depression under control, I lose a lot of the desire for my baby items and diapers - I want months without using anything when I moved into my own house and was happy and low levels of pain.
When I get this low I don't know what to do, I want to stay home because I want to watch cartoons, use my binky and diapers. Its really hard to break the trend. This is also when I really wish I had someone taking care of me - think its just me being overwhelmed and having too many things to take care of.
I have a house I own and all the associated costs, 2 cats, 4 degus (rodents), full time job, suppose to be working on online nutrition degree which is on hold plus all the cleaning, cooking etc with me and my one cat having severe food allergies.
anyone in a similar boat? Its been a very rough week I've lost so many of my real friends because they get tired of hearing "another migraine".