Help me, please! I'm almost in tears! My dad got home before I did and opened a package he thought was something else and it was an ENTIRE CASE of ABU LittlePawz diapers! He confronted me about it while I was working on something in my room and seemed very concerned. He says its the second time he's found them! Oh my God! I'm having the absolute worst anxiety attack of my entire life right now. My head is pounding, my stomach is in knots, my teeth are chattering, I'm having a hard time breathing and thinking straight. I'm freaked out! He asked me what I needed them for and if I was ok and I just said "I'm fine" and went back to doing what I was doing as if he wasn't there and he left after a few seconds.
Why didn't I just come out and say it? I don't know how many of you come from the South but I am and the people here are usually pretty stuck in their ways of thinking and aren't usually very accepting of people with strange quirks/kinks like this. I'm terrified of the possible fallout. I saved up for a long time for these diapers and now I feel so ashamed I don't even want to look at them! I hate this!