A break through!
I've been wearing diapers 24/7 for fun since Decemeber to help with anxiety in lieu of taking Xanax. Well, just before March if I remember correctly, I started wetting through my sleep. Shortly after that gradually lost control of everything. As this has always been a fantasy of mine, reality hits you when it comes to life.
I went to the dr on Monday and gave me tips and some solutions to try to narrow the problem until my urologist appointment next week. I tried them with not much success. This morning it came to me to try taking Xanax to see what happeneds. Holy shit, I have control! I'm able to hold urine! Haven't had the urge for 2 yet but I'm hoping that turns out to be the same case.
I called my dr this morning to tell him this and only got to the nurse. She said she'll relay the info to dr and he'll get back to me. I'll probably end up canceling my urologist appointment for next week.
Has anyone ever had that experience? Now I now it's just mental. Now that I think I have full control again, looking back on the past 4 weeks of temporary incontenace, I already miss it! Now I'm thinking I have a "in" to wear diapers full time. I definitely don't want to be on Xanax. I took one this morning and I feel like a zombie and I plan on taking 2 more today as prescribed to see if I continue keeping control