I have Depression and i feel overwhelmed by everyday tasks, it was Alright at First and now because he Wanted a pan of potatoes peeling and i Said i couldnt Do it, he started swearing and telling me to go away. I tried to Tell him that i Managed to Do 2 tasks that i couldnt Do for months and that i had no Choice over this. He didnt listen. I Wrote him a letter explaining why and saying that if he Forced me to Peel and chop potatoes i would be in a and e and bis kitchen Would be Tatters. I also Wrote how i wasnt Doing this to annoy him Or be lazy and i put that mental illness should be Seen als a physical illness and that you Cant Tell a Person with Cancer to get over it Same als you Cant Expect a depressed Person to get over depression. I told him about a letter but now he has Scoffed and Said noone Cares.
He has Said he will Talk to me when he Comes back from visitier my mom in hospital. He is really impatient and he just Doesnt Understand , i tried telling him that i will better in a Few Months and i Can help him again. I just Ended up blubbering at the table.
He has also told he wont be Taking me to College tommrrow and i get Money After every College day from the college with a Sum of £30 at the end of the week. I was thinking of staying in my Room, i Could make Myself Some Sandwiches and get water and i am Fine for the toilet ( diapers) Until the College day has finished. But i realised i wont get Money and i Need that Money for diapers. The Bus is £2.70 one way but i Could stop half way there and Walk the rest and just Walk all the way am i only have Five Pounds.
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Plus i have toys, my iPad and earphones