For Easter I wore a baby yellow onesie, and a green cotton jacket over to my parents house. I had my jacket unzipped so the front of my onesie was exposed to anything that could stain it. I like to keep them clean so I was devastated when our doggy greeted me with muddy paws. My mom had me take my shirt off, but she did not know I was back in diapers again.
She did not say much about the onesie. She cleaned it up really nicely. So today when I washed clothes, and put them in the dryer. They came out all bleached. My two good pairs of blacknowledge khakis are ruined. Now I havever nothing I can wear and still be somewhat discreet in.
I told my mom in a panic what had happened to the clothes when she came over to give my aunt a bath. I did not ask her to, but she lifted my shirt up, and pulled on my cloth nappy. She did not say anything right away, but she asked me how I was feeling emotionally. I told her about my scratching at night, and that it's most likely emotional problems.
She knows that I am in nappies because of emotional issues, but she thinks it is causing incontinence. Right now I am not suffering from
IC, but I have in the past due to the feel bads. So
I do not think it is fair for me to assume that she thinks that I am padded because of IC from stress. She has never seen my pacifier that I know of, but I have had close calls before.
I feel so little, and scared right now. I want to cry, and hold my bunny. I don'5 know how to tell them, or if I ever should discuss it. Maybe let them connect the dots on there own, would that be less confrontational?
Lots of love to the Adisc members!