So I been battling depression for for three months now. But just today I realised I am on my last pack of abena L4 diapers as of tomorrow I bought 5 packs 2 and a half months ago that normally would last me 6-7 months normal use but when I get depressed I tend to wet and mess myself more often, after thinking on it today I have literally not been near a toilet or bathroom in two months solid now and on top of that for some reason my head is still registering as febuary, I had literally been so depressed I regressed to wetting and messing in a diaper exclusively for two months with out realising it. I never had any intention of ever going 24/7 but I literally just did accidentally. It became a habit wake up clean up, put on another diaper fill it up change again, fill it up, mess, change and go to bed. On top of that I have even been going to bed dry and waking up wet. While I enjoy the legitimate bedwetting and wouldn't mind keeping it I think if I been this depressed I might need to get help its not right to loose a month like that.
As for 24/7 diapering I'll probbly cut back on Messing but tbh I kinda enjoy the feel of my big puffy L4 all the time so I am probbly going to continue 24/7 wetting for a while longer.