teddybear, don't feel that way! You shouldn't feel ashamed of needing to be a baby to survive. Everybody has their coping mechanisms and yours is one that is actually really cute and fun and harmless. You should not be ashamed about this, it is really a very beautiful thing.
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Please, if you are contemplating ways to commit suicide, call 1 (800) 273-8255.
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teddybear, You don't have to make life so binary, it doesn't have to be between,
1. Either i'm a full functioning '
normal' adult, which I think is depressing so I'd rather die.
2. I'm a full time baby which will be difficult because of the social structure of society.
The problem with both of those options is, they are not very realistic for anybody, and you probably wouldn't like either of them. If you were a full time baby, you might find that you miss driving, or playing video games, or just taking a walk on your own. Some parts of adult life are pretty cool.
If you were a full functioning 'normal' adult, then you would be extremely boring and dry because you would be part of the collective vanilla pop culture that doesn't actually exist and nobody can obtain because it is too perfected. No actually normal person is 'normal' because they have parts of their life that define their individuality. Parts of their life that makes them human, that makes them different than the rest.
Why don't you find a happy medium? You can find time in your life where it is totally acceptable for you to regress and let your baby side out.
Is there some underlying problem that is bothering you? How is your career and family life? Or is a lot of this coming from the inner conflict of self acceptance with your baby side?
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teddybearbaby85 said:
(quoting you so you get notified)