So I've wished to wear diapers for a long time, and tonite I got my first pair(sample pack) off of amazon. I'm excited and a bit nervous about wearing and wetting them, as I am a college student and live in a dorm(luckily no roommate). I'm here because Ive been brought here by Google a few times during the research and "too nervous to actually do something" phase. Other than wearing and wetting them though, I don't have any further interests with diapers. I am a full time undergraduate student, and I play League of Legends in my free time. Also, I am a ham radio operator and am part of my school club. I am here because I am looking for help on discreet and less expensive obtaining and disposal of diapers, as i really, really don't want anyone to know about this, and also tips on wearing them as well.