Dlaboy4321
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I have been putting on a diaper pretty much every night for about 4 months now. I am curious how many others have had a similar path. I have always known about my attraction to diapers and have been unable to control it, but I always felt guilty and would do it in splurges and then stop and try to be normal.. I don't know what happened, but I started to think that this what I really like to do so, this is what I do. I used to buy samples or order bag and use them sparingly because they are expensive. I used them mostly for touching myself stuff and public embarrassment situations. I didn't really pee that much in them and if I did I would immediately change or finish to get it out of my system. I started to order cases from Incontroll Diapers and Reaze ( I know it's the same company). I have been in high quality diapers every night and I have to pee every night and I just lay there or kneel up or get out of bed and wet my diaper knowing that I can go back to bed and sleep and dream about weird diaper situations. When I wake up for the morning I can drink my coffee and come here to see what's going on and check tumblr and make my lunch for work and I just pee in my diaper without even thinking about it. I kind of feel like I spent years wasting the joy and personal acceptance that I now feel, but am also grateful that I feel content that diapers are in my life every day and right now that's a really good thing. Thanks. I'm super lucky to have a place to be able to express things like this. How have you evolved with this fetish/life?