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    To tell or not to tell

    Hello everybody, I am sure this issue was raised before. Still, I would like to get some input. First a little bit of my story. I like diapers since I was a kid, I guess 5-6 years old. For a long time I thought I was the only one until I saw some information on Internet. This part of me has been...
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    Dissociation: adult or baby?

    Hi everybody. I have been thinking a lot about my life lately and there is something that really bothers me: Have you ever feel like you are two completely different persons in one? Like I can be a baby when I am alone, but then when friends or family are around I have to behave as an adult. The...
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    Spouse of DL

    Uauuuuu... this is a great post. I really felt very close to everything you just said. The only difference is that, because my lack of courage to talk with my wife, I ended up separated. She does not know what happen to me, and I guess she will never know. I hope someday I can find a good friend...
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    Abdl and social loniliness

    I do not think that being an AB/DL has nothing to do with social fear or loneliness. I have these desire to wear diapers since I was a child, bit I was very friendly and popular in high school and college. On the other hand I realized that I was not feeling attracted to sex as my friends and...
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    If you could get rid of your AB/DL, would you?

    This is a difficult question since the thing that makes me really happy is to be and AB. But it has also caused me a lot of problems, mainly because it is sexual-related to me. I was married for many years but I separated recently because my sexual life was non-existent. So, I guess that if I...
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    One of the reasons why I don't need pampering

    I am really happy for you. I wish I could find someone like your wife in my life. Best
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    I just told my girlfriend...

    This is really great!!!. I hope someday I will be able to find someone that will be as open as your girlfriend. In the meantime, I can only share my dreams with my therapist. She is very nice and supportive, but it is not the same. I really need some real friend to share my secrets!!! Good luck
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    ABDL Desire through the roof

    I really understand your feelings. In the past few months I had this urgent desire to be babied, to use diapers the whole day, sometimes it was very difficult to control. It was even interfering with my normal adult life. The only thing that helps me a little are pills for anxiety and obsession...
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    Confused about myself!

    Hi everybody, I guess I am at a point in my life where I do not exactly know how to describe what I feel. I am a straight man, I like women, but since I have really not much interest in sex, I am not sure whether I want them to be my dominant mommy or my partner. On the other hand I have always...
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    What got you into diapers?

    I was potty trained very early, soon after I was a year old, so I do not remember anything. Even my mom is very proud of how smart I was to be out of diapers at a very young age, I would have loved to keep using them for a longer time. I remember that I tried my brother rubber pants when I was...
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    Does anyone feel like it will never be enough?

    Hi Tetra, I am sorry to hear about your medical problems and I hope you can find a solution. I mostly agree with everything you say. I know that this situation may ruin my life and I am trying very hard to find some appropriate balance. But it seems to be very difficult for me. I would say that...
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    Does anyone feel like it will never be enough?

    Thanks very much for your kind words. I agree that going 24/7 would not be a big deal in general, but I have kids and I want to keep them out of this. So, for now it is just a dream that I cannot fulfill. My therapist is really very nice and she has been working very hard with my inner baby to...
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    Does anyone feel like it will never be enough?

    Hi everybody, After some thinking I decided that it is the right time to tell everybody a little about myself and ask some questions. I am a male DL/AB. I have these feelings since I was probably like 10 years old and during a lot of time I thought I was the only one in the world. Then, Internet...
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    Hi all, New here.

    I have been always very shy, but in the last few weeks I am a little bit more courageous and was able to make some comments and posts here. This is a very nice place and people are very supportive, so I hope you will find the opportunity to express your feelings.
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    Hello from a newbie

    Hi there and welcome. First of all, let me tell that it takes a lot of courage, trust and honesty to talk about this with somebody. I really have a lot of respect for you and your boyfriend. I wish I could have talked with my wife about this. Regarding your questions and concerns, I agree with...
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