I've been incontinent since the day I was born. I don't know any other underwear except my diapers. I don't know what it's like to hold it. In terms of toiling all I know is what dry/clean diapers and wet/messy diapers feel like. Public bathrooms are nasty so I'm glad that I need diapers.
I like wearing saggy pants in public so when my shirt rides up my diaper shows. I feel a rush when I know my diaper is showing.
I don't know how to change my age but IM 28 NOT 18.