Recent content by Fireband

Well, I for one have got the short end of the stick. I already had mild social anxiety, where I would act overconfident, arrogant, and tough to hide my sensitivity. Things got worse when I was mentally abused by multiple people I trusted in high school. This caused me to shut myself off unless...

Well...Can't say it's any better here. A very well known right wing figure nearby has started a shitty radio show. It's as bad as True Capitalist Radio (if you don't know who Ghost is, god bless you). The transcripts made me vomit, and I have a strong mouth at times. He's stirring up trouble...

I've been grinding the heck out of Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate. The series is a huge time sink. I put over 2000 hours into MH4U alone. I've also been playing through borderlands 1 and 2 (3 is a horrible excuse for a game), Bioshock 1-Infinite, The Witcher 3, and Monster Hunter World.

Are you having any nightmares or dreams when you do it? As a sufferer of PTSD from emotional abuse in high school, I will sometimes have nightmares and wake up punching my bed and sometimes bang my head on my pillow. If you are under stress it could be a stress reaction. That's all I got...

@KimbaFoxNatsume I am with you on the sites "downfall". This place used to be a safe haven for me, to discuss things with other people like me. Now most of the MT forum (which was once in a good state), is a nuclear dump and is dividing the very people this site is supposed to bring together...

If you would ask me about my time sinks, monster hunter would be number 1. But number 2 is equally important to me: Magic the Gathering. Before I fell upon hard times and great debts, I had over $5000 (adjusted for to today's huge card inflation (we will get there)) of cards. I have seen staples...

Coding and Streaming. I'm considering starting a youtube channel (despite the COPPA crap and the copyright hell), and when I have diapers I can sit in front of the PC for hours without getting up. I used to work in IT, and my coworkers said I had a bladder of steel because I could work for hours...

The one time it happened it killed my band carrier. It was a 2 hour show. My band mates wanted me to wear protection, but sadly at time and to this day I can't afford decent diapers so I was wearing a cheap CVS brief. Halfway through the show it leaks. I only guest star now. It was so...

For some background: Me and some of my long time buddies are reuniting our old band (called Legion of Worms), and are practicing for a cover album. One of the band mates is my good pal. We've been through hell and back, and I trust him with my life. He actually holds on to some of my instruments...

Update: I was asked by Stephanie's therapist to attend one of her therapy sessions this morning. I was very apprehensive, but my buddy was also going to be there for emotional support so I agreed. I was asked to tell Stephanie about the hurt she caused me, and how that was the reason I was...

@IzzyFox She's not really a sociopath everyone just called her that. She did have it rough at home, but no one except her 'crew' sympathized with her because of how relentless her harassment was. Plus, to my high school I was living garbage so take that as you will. She really seemed to show...

It all started simple enough on a early Saturday morning. I was called over to a good friend's place to help tune his piano. Being a good friend of his and also knowing how to tune pianos, I decided to help him out. The reason he wanted me to come over, is because he had just gotten a new little...

This one is my favorite. My buddy was moving into a new apartment. For some unholy reason he wanted me to help him move his old upright piano up 6 floors, instead of paying professionals because he was too cheap. On the fifth floor I lost my footing and fall down the stairs. A passerby grabbed...

Ever since I split from my main band due to the bassist trying to pass of my songs as her own, I reconnected with some old band buddies from high school (it's been 7 years), and we recently formed a Guns 'n Roses tribute band. We had our first show the other day. We did most of Appetite for...

Sweet Child 'O Mine...scratch that! Any CLASSIC Guns 'n Roses