Recent content by eagle1

Crinkle is a plus. Lol

Yea I think I'm asking too much. I currently use atns, but they leak easily bc they don't wick well. They are very comfortable, though. Just looking to see if there is anything out there that doesn't leak easily with 1 wetting, possibly lying down...

Something that would rarely leak. I've had no luck with pull ons. Just looking for something reliable, that I don't feel like I'm wasting if I don't use it to capacity, if that makes any sense. Ik it's an odd request. And I'm terrible at explaining things.

Here's my situation. I don't have a lot of time to wear. I can wear at night, but don't go a lot over night. I feel like if I wear a higher capacity diaper, I'm wasting it. What is a lower capacity diaper that can hold 1 to 2 good wettings without leaking? Odd question, ik. Thanks in advacne.

I still feel this way. I've been into diapers as long as I can remember dating back to when I was 4 or 5 and had been out of them for a few years. Idk why I like it and I'd be totally ok if one morning I woke up not liking it. I do have a hard time accepting it, but I guess I sort of have. It's...

Well said. Thank you

I appreciate all the feedback. It helps. I would definitely bet it would help to converse with someone in person, but this forum and feedback has helped me realize I'm not alone and shouldn't be ashamed of who I am. But applying that to life, having a wife and kids, just adds to the difficulty...

Don't get me wrong, I love wearing, it's great. I just don't know why I like it lol. I love having this forum to come to and get support as well. Definitely makes me feel like I'm not alone. I would, however, like to meet another DL in person. Never have, that ik of.

Maybe I wouldn't like underwear? Lol idk. I see your point. It's a good one. But it's certainly a weird thing to like lol

That's the thing, when did I start caring what other ppl think of me? Why should I care if ppl see my diaper? But I do. I never really used to care what ppl thought, but now that I'm older, I suddenly do. - - - Updated - - - That's the thing, when did I start caring what other ppl think of...

Also, when I'm going through my binge cycles, it tends to consume most of my thoughts. "When can I wear next?" "What kind do I want to wear?" Stuff like that.

Those are my thoughts. Why does a grown man, who otherwise doesn't like to be childish, like diapers? This community is great, but I still find it odd that I like to wear lol.

I've been having a hard time lately trying to figure out why I like to wear diapers. Like what in my adult mind makes them think it's fun to wear and use diapers? What triggers it? Why do I like to wear and use such (no offense)an embarrassing thing? I can't be the only one who has these...

To my ear, plastic backed m4's are boarder line loud. I love it when I'm alone, but don't want to bother my wife when she's around and I decide to be padded. I still like to hear it, but don't want to kill her with it, ya know? Lol

Is there a diaper that has moderate crinkle, not to over the top, but not so quiet you can't hear it? Ik it's an odd question, but I like to hear it, without being over the top lol.