I doubt too many people care, but I've really thought about making a blog dedicated to my infantilism interests. After seeing so many blogs on tumblr, I've really become inspired to create my own, sharing my own stories and what I find great about being an AB. However, unlike basically all of the AB blogs I've seen, mine will be G-rated. I don't want to post pictures of other ABs, and I want mine to remain purely innocent, just as I am as an AB. The only problem is, i don't think there's much of
Before I go ahead and talk about the mistake I may have just made, I'm going to go ahead and kind of merge two blog posts into one.
I just checked my join date, and to my utter surprise, I've been a member of this forum for nearly 13 months! I can't believe I discovered infantilism nearly a year ago, and I can't help but feel a bit bittersweet about it. This year of constant shame and acceptance has been a bumpy one, and although I still struggle with my feelings towards being an
...I can't wait to try the good stuff!
I bought the Depends Fit Kit today, simply because I wanted to try them out and see just how much better they would be compared to the generic ones I bought. The kit came with 1 diaper of each size (I just tried on the S/M..not sure what to do with the L and XL) and boy, are they better! I actually feel like I have a diaper on now x.x the generics fit pretty big and loose, and weren't snug at all. These depends hug me beautifully, and I feel
..and of course second guessing. I bought my first diapers today. I'm happy, but seeing as they're store bought generic pull-up style ones, they aren't as cozy as I thought they'd be. But hey, it gets the job done and it's as close as I can get now (sure beats incontinence pads)! The longer I'm in them, the happier I get.
Unfortunately they're very thin (at $8.99 for 18 i cant really complain too much) and a bit too big, so as I was readjusting it I ripped it at the back x___x (Note
As I lay here in bed in my footy jammies, wearing my soaked incontinence pad (can't get ahold of diapers yet..I'm not daring enough) I can't help but wonder what it'd be like in normal diapers. Lately, the pads haven't been holding too much, leaving me leaking a tiny bit. Definitely not okay, seeing as I'm usually regressed by this time and end up fussing and crying. I can't help but think of how great it must be to be fully padded..and maybe I wouldn't have to be self-conscious about my wetting!