Misunderstood, living a double life, and scared to tell anyone. Does that sum it up pretty well?
I feel its time for me to update this. Im Nikki. If you were part of my family, friends, or if you saw me on the street you would see a white trash hick who enjoys chewing tobacco and beer. That is unfortunatly what I feel my family expects of me. I actually am transgendered and Bisexual and enjoy doing more... feminine things. I have bible thumping parents and trailor trash relatives who all absolutely hate the lgbt world so thats the reason ive created my redneck persona. Ive been interested in diapers since i was toilet trained pretty much. Its a feeling of being safe and younger to a time where social pressures and responsibilities did not exist. I'm in between jobs right now just doing little things with family members. Some time in the next year I do want to join the Marines though.