Baby Lily

I'm having an internal conflict gone external. I love my gf, I really do, and she's my mommy and understands my infantalism and my desire to crossdress. I'm thankful I found some1 like her and would be devastated if I lost her, but that's not what I came her to talk about. At first when I told her I wanted to be a full time girl, she did everything in her power to stop me. I told her constantly it's out of her power and she eventually loosened up. But since then, she's seems to always see me as...

I thought I was just a plain sissy tb who liked girly stuff. Boy was I wrong. The urges to act girly, look girly, and feel girly stemmed into something greater. I had the urges to dress, act, and feel like a girl, but I always seem to feel something was missing. I decided I'm transgender and as you know, have worked to become what I always knew I was and escape from what I was only pretending to like being. I pretended to like being a guy, when I really didn't. My gf sorta accepts it and tries to...

Hi, today I got into a verbal fight with a "friend" who apparently wasn't a true friend after all. We're having issues and me and mommy decided to help each other with a problem we both have of letting people control us. We're doing fine now and we're going to find a way to get through these hard times as he still conspires to convince mommy to break up. But, other than that, things are going well. I also got a new cd in the mail yesterday by a Finnish black metal band, Trollheim's Grott,...