well, ok Im not sure how discripted Im going to get, but first off I am going to say I am a closet ABDL (mostly DL). I have been since I was about 15. I am ashamed and disturbed about it most of the time, but nowing that Im not alone makes me feel better. I like to live my normal life, then I like to live my personal life, then every now and again I will live my secret life as a regressed toddler.
Im not so much into wearing diapers anymore, because its inconvienent. I have to go through the shame of purhasing them, and then find a place to hide them. I live with my gf and i told her (she is the only person who knows) but she thinks its weird and I would just perfer to keep it to myself.
I'm more into girls (actually female) who wear diapers as far as vidoes and pics go. but i also like to read stories of being diapered during childhood (boy or girl) just the more or less innocent stuff.
I'm not a radical 24/7, and I usually just pee in them when i do wear them. I find it really difficult to poop in them and when I do (very rarley) I always regret the mess. its just different when your younger, not as distgusting.