So, it's been while since I've updated - sorry, life happened; we're trying to buy a house! Oh, it's so pretty and I hope we get it!
My s/o whom I shall refer to as a 'mommy' because it is a fitting name has found her favorite playmate outside of our own relationship. He's roughly twice her age, but apparently can go two rounds at a single session which makes her happy and gets her even more revved up for when I come home at night. Too bad it also means she's too tired for me 'til
Soooo in my last entry I mentioned that I had recently been thrust into an open relationship status (for sexual gratification only, mind you - I feel I should clear that part up)
Y'know what I've gone and done?
I've started meeting AB/DL's in my area and apparently 'open' is pretty common around here 'cos a lot of them are that way, too.
Someone else diapered me for the first time since I was 2 years old - it felt good.
And I learned that,
Man, life is an emotional roller coaster sometimes, isn't it!?
I found out semi-recently that my sweetheart wants an open relationship - she wants to be polyamorous; and I'm trying to be supportive 'cos, hey, she doesn't give me crap for my weird kinks, right? Damn if it's not hard to swallow, though. I mean... is it okay if I'm having a hard time not feeling betrayed? I know it doesn't mean she loves me any less but it DOES mean there's less time for me (of what little time there
Soooo, I was planning to keep a traditional journal - and I even made a few entries - but this is far more convenient.
I'll admit, though, I'm reticent to put everything out here 'cos there some stuff I don't want anyone else hearing about 'cos it could cause trouble and that may be the stuff I put in the paper book; I digress...
How do you make someone love you as you love them?
Ridiculous, you can't.
You can either choose to walk away from that
So, um, hello! I'm Songnar from North Texas and I've been an ABDL since age 5 (currently 28, wowzer!)
When I was 24 I met the most amazing woman ever and we've been together since.
October of 2016, we had a fight and she asked me what I was really into and, well, I told her about how I was an AB/DL; referred her around to some places for more info, including ADISC, actually!
Fast-forward a bit past the initial shock and adjustment and, well, life is good.