Well is kind of the same way. I do remember enjoying the thought of being in diapers and stuffing my underwear with like a towel because I like the feeling between my legs. I too went through a phase were I denied it and tried to purge it but the urges were so strong. I finally gave in just before my wife and I had our first child. I told her and she was accepting of y and told me to try it. Well I guess you could say the first day I wrote diapers and wet them it was amazing and I couldn't get enough. I wore a lot for the next several weeks. I am more open to it now but not to the extent as some, it's a very sexual thing for me, what turns me on about it is the submissive thing about it all. I can be dominant too.
Now I wear only when I can with how crazy things are but when I do I will allow myself to dab into more baby tuff like baby tawk and binkies and being on da fwoor. But that's about it, for now lol. I am definitely more open to it and don't care what others think now.