As an AB I had been wearing diapers occasionally for a few years. Over the past year I have been struggling with interstitial cystitus. The urgency I deal with got to the point that I basically have given up on using the toilet. I finally told my parents. Before I told them I would not wear when they visited out of fear of being found out. That was a disaster. Now that I told them they dont care and they are going to be getting me diapers. I feel so much better to have everything out in the open. Now I just need to figure out how to wet the bed without waking up. My bladder wakes me up to pee constantly at night and the sleep deprivation has caused most of my problems.