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It symbolizes my love for someone very special to me. Its not there exact name, but it is pritty dang close. (Its actually my dream name! Thats why its so special!)
I found out after I shaved my legs and got a bunch of attention from girls because of this. I know that this didnt make me gay, but it got alot of girls thinking I was which opened up the whole "Are you gay? YOUR NOT GAY?!" conversation. That led me into ninth grade. Within weeks of being in 9th grade one of my friends told me that her friend that was a guy had a crush on me. I thought that this was very cute and so I flirted whith him the next day. We flirted more for the rest of the week and everything was really nice between me and him. My friend said that he was really into me and wanted to go out with me. I thought about this and thought that I should ask him out. We went to the fair that friday as a date. It was the first time I was acually nervious about impressing someone! It was pritty funny having the one fair worker say to us (I remember this perfectly!) "Im sure you two love all the hot girls around here! Just dont go and impregnate any of them!" It was so funny having both of us turn to eachother and know exactly what the other person was thinking. We just smiled and said "Of course not!" and walked off. We ended up making out on the haunted house ride and thats when I felt something that I had never felt before. I had kissed some other girls but it was never like this. It was such a different feeling, I just didnt know what it was. We ended up going back to his house and his mom and my mom talked for a long time, and so we spent some time in his room. The door was open and so we didnt do any hardcore making out. He did end up crawling on top of me and making out with me when I was laying on his bed. That was pritty great! But anyway, I realized when I was with this kid, lets call him Brandon. I had never felt anything like it before when I was whith him and thats when I felt it. I have known ever since then that I am gay. I am still confused about girls (I have been ever since I have gone out with Brandon) but I am figuring it out slowly. I know that it doesnt gross me out to makeout with a girl, but it doesnt sexually turn me on (I will get an erection, but not want to have sex). I hope that answers your current questions! Ask some more! |
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ahhhhhhhhh- wait, what?
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hmm well I'm happy that you found someone special to you (at least from what I read), your not alone with the confused about girls thing, I'm not sure if I'm straight or BI, as I've looked at porn with like boobs and other stuff and it really didn't appeal to me at all.
so i guess there are a lot of people confused about girls eh. oh and nice detailed post, nice happy story in it. |
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