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I remember always being fascinated by diapers. I remember one time taking one of the diapers that went with a doll my older sister had, and trying to "wear" it. That did not work out, and for some odd reason, my mom came into the bathroom as I was trying to put it on. This was when I was probably 5 or 6 years old. It's a fairly vague memory.
The real starter for me in my DL side was when my parents adopted another kid (my younger sister). I was probably 8 or 9 at the time. We had this one babysitter who came over and she basically just sat on the couch and watched TV the entire time. This gave me a perfect opportunity to take a diaper from my sister's room and wear it. I wore that diaper all night, (I barely fit) and did not wet it even thought I wanted to, I knew I may not have another opportunity like that again. Some time passed before I did anything else to awaken my DL side. When I was about 12, I managed to get a package of Huggies pullups and they fit well enough that I wore them under my snowpants when I was at school. It was the greatest thing ever until my parents found out about that (I'm not sure exactly how, but they always managed to find a way). This halted everything, and my parents made me go to a shrink, who basically told me I was sick and twisted and that religion would solve all my problems. I went along with it just to keep my parents happy. When I was 15, I got up the courage to try diapers again. I biked to walgreens, and bought a pack of depends maximum (they were alot better back then). That night I wore one, and for the first time, I wet a diaper that was my size ![]() It was one of the best feelings I've ever had. From then on, I bought diapers regularly, with my parents bugging me about it all the while. By this time I had basically decided that it's my life, and I'll wear if the approve or not. I also saw a different shrink within the past 2 years who was very understanding, and having never heard of anything like this, told my parents that it's nothing they have any control over. They pretty much accepted that, although they still bugged me about it and almost pleaded with me to stop. Today, I'm sitting in my OWN apartment wearing a tranquility ATNs that I bought online, which was the next big step for me. Now the only question left is what will come next? |
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Chemistry = Life
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it's good to hear a rather more positive story once in a while
, DL stories seem to have such a negative atmosphere sometimes, but yours is rather pleasant. It's not particularly something I can put my mind to (because I have no idea what a shrink is supposed to be), but I see you as a very courageous person that stands up for himself
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...Read through the lines. It was very tough for him, I'm sure. If I was forced to go to a shrink, not only would I run away to live with a friend, I would also disown them as parents. Why is it every time someone thinks about someone else wearing diapers that it's automatically assumed they have issues? My personal motto has always been: Diapers are just another fabric and are another type of underwear; while not acknowledged by society as a whole, by many people in the world it certainly is. |
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