Aden's Revelation

[Baby Jake]

“Chapter One, The Night Over”


I was almost shaking from being so nervous now… And I was actually getting rather upset with myself because of it. I had just moved here, and it has been one week since my first day at school. Since then, I had made a few friends, even though I was as shy as I could have been.

“Let me see that paper again” I heard my mom say, so I gave her the paper…

“Hmmm… Branton Avenue…” she mumbled to herself.

We, as in me and my mother, drove around the block a few times… having trouble finding the street. Until eventually, we found the correct street…

“You going to be alright?” my mom asked me.

“Yeah… I’m not two you know” I said.

“I know, I know… just wondering if you’ll be alright spending the night with new friends” she explained.

“No, I’ll be fine…” I assured.

I thought about what she meant and I began to think… And she did have a point. It would be weird spending the night over people I don’t know nearly as much as I did with my old friends.

“18…20…22…24” my mom counted down, coming to almost a screeching halt in front of the house my friend wrote down.

We stepped out of the car, and walked to the door of the house. The door was open, but there was a screen door that was closed, but we rang the doorbell anyway, and within moments, a homely looking woman came to the door.

“Hi I’m Mrs. Namble, you must be Aden’s mom!” she said, introducing herself.

“Yes I am, and this here is Aden” my mom said.

“Hi Aden, as you guessed, I’m Brain’s mom. They are upstairs, come on in” she said, welcoming me in.

I wandered inside, and could hear the voices of my friend Brian, and two other kids upstairs. I took off my jacket, and sat my backpack on the floor beside my feet… I was a bit nervous but I was trying not to act it. My mom, and Brian’s mom, talked for a bit, introducing themselves and talking about various things for a few minutes, until eventually…

“Bye Aden, call me if you need me” my mom said.

“Okay” I said.

Then she walked outside, and into her car… and with that, Brian’s mom shut the door and it was all me now.

“They’re upstairs, they’ve been waiting for you” his mom said to me.

“Okay, thanks” I said. I walked upstairs, and followed the voices as they grew louder, until eventually, I saw Brian, and the sources of the two other voices.

I nervously, and slowly, walked to the edge of the doorway.

“Hey Aden!” Brian said, hopping up from his bed.

“Hey” I said, waving.

“Guys this, is Aden” he said, introducing me.

“Sup” they all said.

“Ade’, this is Seth, Seth, this is Aden” Brian introduced.

“Yeah… I think I’ve seen you around our school before” Seth said.

“…and this, is Daniel” Brian said, pointing to the kid next to him.

“Hey” I said.

“Hey” he said back.

“He’s my brother” Brian explained.

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“Dude you’re so done” I said, holding grabbing a play station 2 controller.

“Pffffft… you can dream” Brian said, grabbing the other.

Me and Brian began to fight each other on Soul Caliber 2, a fighting game for PS2. But after the tie breaker match Daniel walked over, and tapped him on the shoulder.

“What?” Brian asked.

“Hey um… mom needs to talk to you” he said.

“Oh, okay” he said.

“Hold on Ade’, I’ll be back” Brian said, standing up and walking out of the room, shutting the door behind him. The game was on pause, so the room was silent. Where Seth was, was beyond me at this moment.

But as I was sitting in the brothers’ room… in the silence… I took this time to look around. Not be intrusive, but just look at what’s in their room. I never really took a good look, until now.

The one thing I noticed was that they had a bunk bed, which was the first indication to me that they had a shared room. Which bunk was whose, I couldn’t tell.

But, before I could continue on any further, I heard voices beyond the wall… muffled, but audible. Noticing that there were two voices… and neither had a female tone… I scooted up closer to where the voices were coming from: an air vent, and placed my ear near it…

“… I think he’s cool… kind of quiet… but he’s cool…”

“Yeah, he was like that on his first day… but he’s a cool dude”

“Do you know if…?”

“No… not sure yet… what if he’s not though”

“Hmmm… I don’t know then… chances are he isn’t… we’ll have to do what we did with Seth”

I heard a small laugh then…

“Yeah…”

“Alright, don’t want to leave him hanging…”

That’s where I stopped listening, and immediately shot from the air vent, in front of the TV with a controller sitting next to me, like I wasn’t even gone from that spot. A moment later, the door opened, revealing Brian. Daniel walked behind him, through the hallway, not even looking into the room. Brian shut the door, and sat down next to me again.

Now I was more nervous than when I had arrived. What the hell were they talking about, and how was I involved? I had gone from feeling welcomed into their little group; to feeling as though they were trying to trap me into doing something I’d probably prefer not to do. And I suddenly felt as though I wasn’t really wanted…

“Dinner’s almost done” he said.

I didn’t really say anything… and apparently I had a strange look on my face because…

“What’s up?” Brian said.

“Nothing” I said…

“…you seem depressed.” Brian said.

“Nah…” I said… not really telling the truth.

“Hmmm… you sure?” Brian asked.

I nodded my head.

“Alright…” he said.

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“This pizza is bomb Mrs. N” Seth said.

“Yeah, thanks mom” the two brothers said.

I complimented as well, to not seem rude… though I was fairly quiet beyond that.

“So Aden, where are you from?” Brian and Daniel’s mother asked.

“Kensville” I said.

“Hmmm… my husband grew up out there. Small world huh?” she said.

“Hah… yeah” I said.

“Did you have many friends?” Brian asked.

I thought for a moment…

“Yeah… I had my own little crew. Nothing big. Just a small group of friends I hung out with often” I said.

“That’s cool… Kenstown is only a 30 minute drive from here, do you still visit them or call them?” Brian asked.

“Occasionally. I call them sometimes” I said…

“That’s cool…” Brian said.

I didn’t really care what they had to say at this point. I was very nervous… and I still felt used. But I looked over at Seth… and thought about what Brian and Daniel were saying. They said they had to have Seth do something, too… and Seth looked as though he wouldn’t hang out with anyone else in the world, than Brian and Daniel. I began to wonder…

“So do you like it out here?” their mother asked me.

“Yes I do, it’s a very nice neighborhood” I said.

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“Okay you guys, time for bed” their mother told us.

We walked upstairs, and eventually into the brothers’ room. She was behind us the whole time…

“G’nite guys” she said.

But before shutting the door, she looked at me…

“Aden, you need any pillows or blankets?” she asked.

“Nah… I’m fine” I said.

“You sure? Well, if you need anything, it’s in the closet across from the hall” she said.

“Okay, thanks” I said, lying down onto the floor. There was already a blanket and pillow on the floor, waiting for me…

“G’nite” she said again, shutting the door, filling the room with blackness.

I laid there, sitting in the darkness, feeling so incredibly out of place. The room was silent, despite having four young teenagers in it. My mind began filling with various memories of my other friends, and how much of a good time we’d have during sleepovers. I didn’t hear a single sound… and I guess it was slowly taking its toll on me.

Before I realized it… I was getting extremely tired. I stared at an electric alarm clock, and saw the big, bright, red numbers that seemed to glow in the darkness. 11:30 it said. I shut my eyes, and felt so exhausted… but for some reason, I opened it again after sitting there for a long period of time, unable to sleep. 12:00. I had been laying there for a half hour… but it felt like a few seconds.

I watched the minutes go by until finally, this time it felt like forever, it was 12:45. I guess the hour I was laying there, I got the awake-time I needed to help me sleep… because before I knew it… my eyes were slowly beginning to shut… slowly but surely, they were slowly closing…

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“Psssst” I heard.

I instantly opened my eyes. The clock was dead ahead of me and was therefore the first thing I saw. 1:30. I had been asleep for an hour.

“Psssst Brian” I heard, in a soft, whispery tone.

“Yeah?” I heard.

“Is he asleep?”

It was definitely Daniel’s voice.

“…uh… how am I supposed to know?” Brian said.

“Aden” I heard from Daniel’s voice.

I remained silent…

“Yeah, I guess he is” Brian said.

“Well uh… wake him up” Brian said…

“For what?” I heard, this time, from Seth’s voice.

“We need to initiate him and test him” I heard Brian say.

“Ohhh yeah” Seth said.

“Yeah, hit the light” I heard Brian say.

I quickly latched my eyes shut to pretend I was asleep…

Behind my eyelids I saw the room light up… the black color quickly switched to that orangish-red you see when you look at a light with your eyes closed.

It was silent, except for the sound of people rustling around… suddenly I felt a hand touch my shoulder, and shake me a bit.

“Ade’” I heard Brian say.

I faked a grunt.

“Yo, Ade’, wake up”

I slowly creaked my eyes open and moaning a bit, pretending I was that tired…

“We wanna talk to you” Brian said. I sat up slowly, and looked around.

The desk lamp was on, and Daniel was on the top bunk. Seth was wrapped in a blanket on a love-seat couch near the TV and PS2. Brian was next to me, but was on the lower bunk. I, was sitting on the floor, next to the bunk bed.

“Sup” I said.

“I’ve got a question for you” Brian asked.

“What?” I asked.

[Baby Jake]

“Chapter Two, Initiation”


“How do you feel about doing a little… hmmm… initiation for us” he said.

“Depends on what…” I said in all honesty.

“I see…” Brian said in an understanding tone.

The room was quiet… all but that strange, unidentifiable ambience of late night…

“Aden” Brian said.

“Yeah…” I asked.

“We all want to put you through a little… hmmm… initiation” Brian explained.

“…okay…” I said sheepishly.

“Now it’s nothing bad… Seth had to do it too, didn’t you Seth?” Brian said.

“Sure did” Seth said from the couch.

I sat there feeling so lost… but I was paying attention…

“…well what do I have to do?” I asked quietly.

Everyone chuckled a small bit… making me all the more nervous.

“Dan, get the stuff would you?” Brian asked.

“Sure will” he said.

“Now Ade’, you got to stay quiet because my mom doesn’t know we’re doing stuff like this okay?” Brian said.

“Okay… I guess…” I said.

“Chill man, it’s alright. Seth did it too” Brian comfortably explained.

I looked over at Seth, who seemed so damn content sitting on that couch, hanging out with his friends… He was looking back at me with a devious smirk on his face though… I wondered what they could possibly be doing.

But then as I sat there wondering… I realized something. Maybe I was being too cautious… maybe I was worrying way more than needed. Who knows? Maybe this silly initiation could be something completely simple, silly, and stupid. Like “Drink this strange mixture of…” or “Make a prank call”. Who knows? I might enjoy it… it might actually be fun. Brian didn’t seem like a person that’d use someone anyways. It can’t be all that bad… All these things I was thinking began to comfort me. I too began to have a small, near unnoticeable smirk. I was sitting there thinking “Bring it on…” because I didn’t think it’d be bad at all.

“Okay, ready I heard” from Daniel’s voice.

I turned and looked over at Daniel, who was behind me… and my smirk was quickly abolished by what I saw in his hands. I had to examine it for a minute… and I was quite unsure about what it was… I mean it looked it is was… but I thought it couldn’t possibly be… a pack of diapers.

“Uh… what is that?” I asked in utter confusion, not thinking at all it was, what it seemed to be.

“Heh… it’s uh…” Daniel began to say, turning the package towards himself.

“…male disposable incontinent undergarments” he said, reading the text from the package.

I was silent…

“They’re diapers, Aden” Brian said from behind me, sitting on his bunk.

“W-what!?” I asked.

“They’re diapers!” Brian said laughing, but with the utmost sincerity.

I was shocked dead… I couldn’t speak, move, or think clearly… But I guess my face was pretty amusing because out of no where everyone started laughing.

“W-well… w-w-what do you want me to do with them!?” I asked, appalled at the thought.

“Well… Aden… lets take this a step at a time…” Brian said.

“Aden, first things first… put it on…” Daniel said, interrupting Brian inconsiderately.

“But why!?” I asked.

“It’s an initiation!” Brian said.

“To what!?” I asked.

“I dunno… our group…” he said.

“Why can’t I just… not… put it on?” I asked.

“Why? What’s so bad about a diaper?” Brian asked.

“Man… baby’s wear diapers…” I said.

“So?” Brian asked.

“That’s like me asking you to put on a woman’s dress and stuff, why wouldn’t you?” I asked.

“…who said I wouldn’t?” Brian asked.

“Huh?” I grunted out of surprise.

“Well I mean, I wouldn’t do it in public… but we’re not in the public… I’d do it as a joke with my friends, sure… What do I care? I trust my friends.” Brian said.

“But dude, I’m a fourteen year old kid, not an infant. I shouldn’t have to put on a diaper” I said in desperation.

“Aden, look man… I’m not here to force you to do something you don’t want to do. I’m not an asshole… I just thought it’d be a fun thing for you to do, or us, whatever… I mean, Seth had to do it. I mean, if you don’t want to do it… fine, that’s cool. It’d just be really cool if you did…” Brian said.

I sighed… and thought for a minute. I looked over at the diaper in Daniel’s hands. I looked at Seth, who was looking back at me with a look of desperation for me to do it. As was Brian, and Daniel too. I felt a strange… obligation… to put that diaper on. I didn’t want to do it, but the looks and tension in the room was getting to me real bad…

“…fine…” I said under my breath.

Brian heard me though… he smiled, patted my shoulder, said “Thanks” as he stood up. Daniel tossed a diaper at my lap, since I was still sitting up from when I was laying down trying to sleep. It was that quickly that the entire room stood up…

“How am I supposed to put this thing on?” I asked.

“What do you mean?” Brian asked.

“Like where?” I asked.

“Oh… um… hmmm… put it under your shirt and go into my bathroom, if my mom sees or hears you, she’ll think you’re going to the bathroom” he explained.

I sighed once more, and stood up. I took the diaper with me unfortunately… and I put it under my shirt. I walked to the door, and of course opened it, looking back at everyone as I left.

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I was in the bathroom now… I let the small ‘nightlights’ along the hallway guide me (I guess that’s what they were put there for). I quietly shut the door behind me, and turned on the bathroom light. It was just me now. It was quiet… you know… not just quiet but that calm, almost painful silence that occurs during 2AM. When there are no cars… no birds, no people walking down the street outside. Just you, and the only thing you can hear is your own breathing.
Well… that all I could hear until I took the diaper from under my shirt, and opened it up. I felt it… examined it thoroughly. It was definitely a diaper… that was for sure. It had an extremely padded part, which I assumed was the part for where you pee into. It had sticky tapes… and it was very… loud. The plastic over it was like holding a plastic bag in my hand. But I ate my pride… and took my pants and boxers off so that I was standing half naked. I took the diaper, and pressed the middle of it against between my legs. I quickly realized that it wouldn’t be nearly as easy as I thought it would be.

“How the hell am I supposed to put this thing on?” I thought to myself.

Then I thought of how a baby gets it on… its usually by someone else… which was definitely not an option here. But then I thought how they are always… laying down. I sighed in desperation… and sucked in my pride once more. I then kneeled, and laid myself down onto my back. I slipped what looked to be the back, under my butt. I reached out in front of myself, in between my legs, and pulled the ‘front’ over top of my pelvic and stomach area.

Just laying there, with a diaper simply between my legs, with the front on top of my… pelvic… area, like I was really wearing one made me blush in embarrassment. Actually… thinking about it, embarrassment was an understatement. I was humiliated. And the worst part was it was just me. It made me almost sick imagining myself having to wear this completely, and wearing it in the presence of three other kids like me… that were practically strangers.

I forced myself to take the sticky tapes, and strap the diaper together like it would. I then realized there, as I stood up, and the diaper came with it, that I really didn’t know why the hell I had agreed to this.

I stood up, and as it crinkled painfully loud, I thought of something. What if I had just fallen into a little joke planned by Brian and them? What if Seth really didn’t wear a diaper like I was now, and they lied to me, just to make me look like an idiot? I sighed… and once again thought to myself about how I was either overreacting… or how I just made a horrible mistake by showing up here in the first place.

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“Hey Aden…” Brian said as I sat down in the middle of the floor of his room.

Everyone was watching me, with a grin on their faces. It made me feel rather uncomfortable… They were all in the same places as they were before I had gone to the bathroom… which isn’t too surprising considering I was only in the bathroom for about five minutes.

“So is it… on?” Brian asked.

“…yeah…” I said in an unfortunate tone.

Everyone got closer quickly…

“…can we see?” Daniel asked.

Once more… I ate my pride… as I looked away from my pants, as I slowly unzipped, and unbuttoned them. I then pulled the front of my boxers down, which clearly revealed the diaper. Everyone began to giggle a bit as I sat there humiliated and distraught on the floor.

“See it ain’t that bad is it Aden?” Brian asked.

“…yeah…” I said in honesty.

“Aww come on, it’s just a diaper!” Brian said.

“Man… why don’t YOU wear a diaper?” I said in reply.

Everyone started laughing again, leaving me confused. I was looking at Brian… but to my surprise, he had a face with a look of apathy. He looked around, keeping the same apathetic look on his face, until…

“Sure” he said looking at me.

“Huh?” I said in confusion.

“Sure, why not?” he said.

I was speechless…

“I’ll wear a diaper… no problem to me.” He said in honesty.

“Well… fine… do it then” I said.

“Haha, okay, I will. Dan, give me a diaper” he said.

Dan had one already in his hand, and his tossed it to Brian without delay.

“Guys, spin around… I don’t want to go all the way out to the bathroom and risk waking my mom up” he requested.

I felt uneasy about the whole thing… but I did it… I spun around, because for some reason, I wanted to see Brian in a diaper like me… Something about his careless attitude… I just didn’t believe that someone could be so apathetic about such a humiliating thing.

I spun around, as did Daniel and Seth…

“Thanks” I heard Brian say, and shortly after that, we heard nothing but rustling and crinkling, until (way) before I knew it…

“Okay, it’s on” he said.

I turned around slowly, somehow doubtful… but to my surprise, there he was, standing in nothing but a diaper, in front of the three of us. He still maintained that careless attitude about being a diaper. I didn’t understand…

“Satisfied?” he asked sarcastically to me.

I said nothing… he chucked a bit. And then, when I thought he was going to request for us to turn around so he could take it off… he simply sat down, right in front of me, in nothing but his diaper with a smirk. Then he playfully punched my shoulder…

“Chill out, nothing to be embarrassed about… its just us man. We aren’t going to tell anyone. Promise… otherwise I wouldn’t be doing this” he said, looking into my eyes. I looked into his, but when I did… I didn’t feel as though I was going to get backstabbed at all. I didn’t feel like this was a joke on me… Brian’s words actually sunk in to me at that moment.

Sitting there, looking at Brian in a diaper, open for everyone to see and not caring a bit… it opened my eyes, you could say. I guess Brian made a strong point by doing what he did. But shortly after that he stood up, and turned around, facing away from me…

“…under one condition we won’t tell anyone” he said.

“…huh?” I said in mass confusion…

“…if you don’t tell anyone, either” he said, looking at me.

“Yeah… no problem” I said.

“Cool…” he said back.

“Heh… you can take the diaper off now, Aden” Daniel explained.

I nodded in agreement. I quietly snuck out of the room (as quiet as I could with that diaper on), and into the bathroom. I took it off, snuck it under my shirt, and went on my way back.

After that experience, after it was all behind me, we all presumed and talked about different things, for the remainder of our time awake. It was only about two hours until all of us were asleep, though… except for me.

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I was doing the thing I normally did that night… pretended to be asleep until I was sure everyone else was. I was once again staring at that clock through the darkness. I was thinking again, of course. I was absorbing what I just went through.

I had just worn a diaper in front of three strangers… Brian still counted a bit, since I didn’t know too much of him. I don’t know why but… now that I had thought of it… it didn’t seem to be as bad as I was thinking at the time. I guess because of the fact that most of the displeasure was because I wasn’t sure if it was a joke on me, to make me look like an idiot. But now that I knew for a fact that they weren’t… it didn’t seem too bad.

I kind of began laughing at myself then… I mean… I was pretty miserable about putting it on… but the more I thought about it, I began to see things from Brian’s, Daniel’s, and Seth’s perspective. I mean… it was pretty amusing.

The more I thought, however, the more I began to get tired… until eventually… I had gotten so tired that I slowly but surely… drifted to sleep.

[Baby Jake]

“Chapter Three, Dares”


“Uhhhhh…” I moaned as I struggled to get my eyelids open.

“What time was it now?” I wondered.

The room was brighter now: sunlight was pouring through the window. Was it afternoon, or was it just after sunrise?

After my blurred vision has faded into clarity, I sat up, and stretched out. I yawned, and grunted and moaned from feeling so damn haggard. I cracked my knuckles, ankles, and toes… and a few other things I do to perform my morning routine.

I looked around when I was finally finished… and I noticed that I was the only one in the room. I checked the couch, and Seth was certainly not there. I looked over and saw that Brian wasn’t on the lower bunk like he was last night. I stood up, and looked on the top bunk, and Daniel certainly wasn’t there.

“Hmmm…” I thought to myself.

But it was at that moment that I could hear voices coming from downstairs. I looked over at the clock and realized that it was about 12PM: lunchtime.

“They must be having lunch or something…” I thought to myself.

I kind of mentally shrugged… or in other words, didn’t really feel like going down to socialize at the moment. They didn’t know I was awake… and I felt as though this would be my only time to think without interruption.

So, I laid back down, back onto my pillow. I still felt fairly tired… I guess sleeping on the floor will do that. But, I wasn’t tired enough to fall back asleep. As I was waiting for my body to fully wake up, I began to remember what had happened to me yesterday… with the diaper. And how shy I was being… I don’t know… now I felt kind of silly for acting the way I had.

I felt silly for sort of arguing with Brian about why not to put it on… and I felt silly for seeming like such a wuss about such a small thing. Brian’s whole explanation to why he would not be afraid to became perfectly clear… because obviously, he trusts his friends. He put it on and he showed everyone… and no one cared at all… it really was a small thing. I certainly had made a mountain out of an anthill… and now I felt somehow obligated to redeem myself.

“But how?” I thought.

And as I thought, it became perfectly clear that in order to redeem myself from being so silly last night… I’d have to prove that I am no longer afraid to put a diaper on.

“Hmmm…” I mentally thought once more.

“Brian seems like the daring type… I’ll dare him… yeah…” I thought to myself.

The more I thought the more I wanted to prove myself… and the more anxious I became…

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“Hey Aden!” I heard everyone say as I descended the stairs, looking into the dining room.

Everyone was sitting at the table, eating sandwiches and such.

“Hey…” I say back.

“We tried to wake you up… you didn’t get up so we just let you sleep” Brian explained.

“It’s cool…” I said.

I looked around for a chair to sit in, and I eventually did.

“If you want something to eat, feel free to make a sandwich. The stuff is in the kitchen sitting on the counter” his mom explained.

“Okay, thank you” I replied.

Brandon’s and Daniel’s mother in time left the room shortly after that, leaving me the chance to share my idea with them…

“Hey guys…” I said, with a quieter tone.

“Yeah? Sup?” Seth asked.

“That… thing we did yesterday…” I said with a bit of hesitation.

“Yeah what about it” Brian asked.

“…I was a bit nervous but now I am ready to do more stuff like that” I explained.

“Yeah?” Daniel said.

“Yeah…” I said in agreement.

“I am willing to… hmmm… make up, for how I acted last night” I explained.

“That’s cool… lets finish eating and we’ll head back upstairs and scheme” Brian said.

“Sounds good” everyone agreed.

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We ate our lunch quickly and immediately shot upstairs after we were done.

“Alright Aden, what do you have in mind?” Daniel asked as we all sat in the middle of the floor.

“Uhhh… to be perfectly honest with you… I didn’t…” I said.

“Huh?” Brian asked.

“Like... I was thinking that that diaper thing… when I had to put it on. I was real nervous… at first you know? Well… I think I am ready to do more dares if you want…” I said, sheepishly of course.

I didn’t want to seem overzealous about putting a diaper on again… they might have thought I enjoyed putting the diaper on, rather than enjoying doing the dare.

“Hmmm… I got what you mean” Brian said.

“What can we do though?” Daniel asked.

We all kind of thought for a moment, but we were all coming up blank at first…

“You should take the diaper… and… hmmm…” Daniel said.

“I would say run in nothing but a diaper down the alley and back, or something along those lines but they are pretty extreme…” Seth said.

“Eh… yeah” I said.

“Ha-ha… I bet Brian would do it” Daniel said.

“W-what?” Brian asked.

“Yeah, I dare you to do it…” Daniel said.

“Aw come on man…” Brian said.

“Wow” I thought…

“Something really does intimidate him”

“Yeah…” I added.

He glared me a sarcastic look of grudge.

“Yeah… alright… that isn’t too bad. The alley a few streets over” Brian said.

“Sure” Daniel said.

“Get one, give me, and lets go” Brian said.

“Alright…” Daniel said.

Daniel, instead of standing up, laid down onto his stomach. And then, he crawled under the bunk bed. We all heard him dig through various things, until finally, he came back out, holding a diaper in his hand. He handed it to Brian, who seemed to happily accept it, and walked out of the room with it under his shirt.

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“Man this thing is weird to walk in” Brian said.

We were walking down the street now, and as you probably expected, Brian was wearing the diaper.

“Stop your whining” Daniel said with a sarcastic tone.

I was a bit content to see if Brian was actually going to go through with it. I mean… running down some random alley, which featured many yards which had only picket fences blocking the view (which wasn’t much at all), in nothing but a diaper, in broad daylight… I know I sure as hell wouldn’t have gone through with it if I were asked.

But sooner than I had expected, we turned the corner, and were now standing at the end of a long alley, which lead to another street at the end.

“Welp, its all you from here bro” Daniel said.

“Yeah, yeah I know… shut up” Brian said, punching Daniel in the arm.

He sighed, stretched, and in my opinion was stalling… but then he took his shirt off, and then after a few final looks around, whipped his pants off… and was now standing in nothing but a diaper in the center of the alley way, near a main road, open for just anyone to see.

“What are you waiting for, for people to take a damn picture? Get a running” Daniel said laughing.

And without any hesitation, Brian went RUNNING. Like a prisoner out of prison, to be exact. But despite how fast he was running, it was a long, LONG alley, so either way… it was going to be a long run.

So long, that he eventually ran out of breath… which was really funny… because now he had to WALK down the alley, and back, dressed in a diaper.

As he was doing this, I, Seth, and of course Daniel, were all laughing hysterically. Seeing Brian walking down the alley like that was just too much to keep yourself from just laughing till you dropped… and that’s exactly what we all were doing.

But the fun didn’t end… because on his way back… as he was walking back to us… a man came suddenly out of his garage, and was staring right at Brian like he was an alien. So Brian just ate his pride and waved like he didn’t care (as in having a sarcastic, ‘yes I know don’t make it worse’ face).

“Give me my damn clothes” Brian said as he finally made it back.

But we were all laughing too hard to give him back his pants. He took his pants from the ground next to us, and slipped the on. His face was beet red, and he didn’t look one bit happy about having that man stare at him like that…

---

“Alright dude… I’ve got one for you” Brian said to me. It was my turn, since I was next after Brian. Then Daniel, then Seth, and then start over.

“What’s that” I asked asked, trying to keep a chuckle in.

“Take this diaper” Brian said, throwing it at me “And put it on…”

“Okay… then what?” I asked.

“…then… you’re gonna… I’m not telling you till you’re here with a diaper” Brian said.

“Okay…” I said a bit nervously.

The room was rather quiet, and I was personally getting rather nervous. I began wondering what I had gotten myself into, considering how extreme Brian’s dare was. I was hoping they were going to go easy on me… but something told me that they weren’t going to so quickly.

I took the diaper tucked it under my shirt, and continued out of the room, and into the bathroom, not having to rely on the dim light of the hall’s nightlights of course, since this time there was sunlight coming through from the bathroom’s window.

I shut the door behind me, took a deep breath… and cracked my knuckles once more. I once again, unbuttoned my pants, and unzipped them too, so that I could pull them down.

I yanked my pants down to my ankles, and opened up the diaper, or unfolded it if you will. I laid down, feeling the heat of humiliation as I once again slid the diaper underneath my butt, and folded it over my penis and such. I taped it tightly, and once again… was sitting on Brian’s bathroom floor with a diaper on.

However… this time… it wasn’t nearly as bad as before. I was waiting for that horrible heat of humiliation to continue after I had put the diaper on but… it quickly died out after I once finished securing it on with the adhesives. I felt confused… why wasn’t I embarrassed? In fact… I kind of…

“Nah…” I thought…

“Just the moment’s getting to me” I thought.

It was strange… as humiliated as I thought I should be… I wasn’t. I didn’t understand… I should hate it. I should despise it… but I didn’t mind it at all. Maybe I was getting used to it…

I sat up, and pulled my pants up, sighed, and ignored it for now.

“I’ve got something to do…” I thought to myself.

I looked at myself in the mirror and prepared for whatever they’ve got in store for me this time around.

I then, quickly swung the door open, and took a step out… but there, all motivation to do whatever Seth, Brian, and Daniel had in store for me… came to a screeching halt. As a matter of fact, a skateboarder hitting a brick wall would come to a stop slower than how fast my motivation did that moment… because as I stepped out… I saw my mom, standing there, at the top of the steps.

“Hey Aden!” she said to me excitedly.

“M-mom! H-h-hey” I said, stuttering.

“Did you have a good time?” she asked.

“Uh… yeah!” I said half-heartedly.

“Great, great! Well… I need to do a few things. I decided to swing by here and pick you up… I need to drop you off at the house and then I need to head into town and fill a few things out since we moved here… just simple stuff like change-of-address forms and stuff” she said.

“Okay…” I said.

“So… yeah. I haven’t got much time” she said, looking at her watch.

“Eek… actually… I haven’t got any time at all… c’mon Aden, say bye to your friends and I have to ride you home like… now” she said.

“W-what!?” I said.

I couldn’t possibly go home yet! I was about to do a huge dare! I was about to redeem myself for being so cowardly! And for God’s sakes, I was wearing a diaper! I needed time to at least take this thing off!

“Well… let me at least say bye to my friends, k?” I asked.

“Yeah, sure… just hurry it up.” She said.

I opened the door and there they all were, with big cheesy grins on their faces. I looked over, and there was the very same vent I had heard Brian and Daniel talking to each other through. They heard the whole thing, and they were keeping in a laugh… and it was obvious.

“Yeah, cya Aden” Brian said, waving.

“Peace out man” Seth said.

“Later man, give me and Brian a call whenever you get home alright?” Daniel said.

I was dumbstruck… I was one hundred percent dumbstruck. I was wearing a diaper… and they knew it… and they were just going to push me on my merry little way to home.

“YEAH… I… DEFINETLY… WILL” I said, talking through my teeth.

I looked over at Brian in a desperate panic… and he had a smirk… and then he winked at me… and then, he said something without really speaking… lip syncing, if you will. And from what it looked like… it looked like he said… “You’ll be fine”

[Baby Jake]

“Chapter Four, Discovery”


“…I am going to kill them…” I thought.

I was sitting in my moms car now, and we were driving from Brian’s and Daniel’s house.

“So how was your night over?” my mom asked.

“Huh? Oh… it was fun.” I said, squirming in my seat from the awkward feel of the diaper.

This thing felt really weird… it was itchy as hell, hot, and it bundled my ‘goods’ up. And the worst part was that every time I moved the thing crinkled like a plastic bag. And to top it all off… my mom was only three inches away from me.

I was trying to remain as slick and sly about wearing it as I could… but it was really, really getting difficult with all of the crinkling, squirming, itching, and adjusting I had to be doing.

“You okay?” she said.

“Hmm?” I muttered.

“You’re like dancing in your seat. And you seem a bit down” she pointed out.

“Oh… no, it’s nothing, for real. Just tired… didn’t get much sleep… was up late playing videogames and stuff. Just trying to find a comfortable position to rest my head” I lied… well half-lied. I was, indeed, tired.

“Oh okay!” she said.

“Man… I’m REALLY going to flip out… Daniel told me to call them… oh yeah… I’ll be sure to…” I thought.

---

It was only a five or ten minute ride from Brian’s and Daniel’s house… and like my mom had said, she had to drop me off. She was out of time and didn’t want to be late for her meetings downtown.

So I stepped out of the car, my mom and I waved bye to each other, and then she drove away… leaving me standing in my yard alone. I looked around, and more or less walked to the front door of my house… more or less because the bulk of this thing made me waddle somewhat.

I hadn’t noticed these things when I was going to Brian’s bathroom to his bedroom in it… I guess the adrenaline of the situation had caused me to not notice these things.

I shrugged it off, and walked into my house, determined to call them, and ask WHAT THE HELL they did that for.

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“WHAT THE HELL!?” I yelled.

“Aww man… chill out Ade’” Brian was saying to me over the phone with a ‘funny’ tone in his voice.

“Dude, for real… what the hell? You let me walk out the door wearing a diaper with my mom… man now I’m stuck with this thing and I have no idea how to get rid of this thing” I whined.

“You’ll be fine man…” he assured. But somehow I doubted him.

“Man… you live like across town from me… and I don’t have any places to hide this thing.” I whined some more.

“Well think of this as your dare…” Brian said.

I was silent…

“You’ll be fine man… I mean there wasn’t anything we could do anyways. Invite you in, and shut the door in her face?” he said.

I thought about it… and he was kind of right. So I couldn’t really argue with him.

“You’ll be fine…” he assured once more.

“Yeah…. I’ll think of a way to get rid of this thing” I said.

“Yeah… and if you’re having a problem wearing it or something… just think. Some people have to wear those things all of their lives” Brian said.

“Yeah…” I agreed, realizing that he was right.

“But anyways man, I have to go. Seth got picked up and my mom needs to run to the store and get some groceries, and I have to come with… well… Daniel and I” he said.

“Alright… later” I said.

And with that, we hung up, leaving me home along in that house, with nothing to do and a diaper to take care of.

---

“Hmm…” I wondered.

“How can I get rid of this damn thing?” I asked myself.

I was sitting in my room. The diaper was folded out, sitting on my bed, and I was in my computer chair.

I stood up, walked out of my room, and into the kitchen of my house, opening up the cabinets under the sink. I dug around in some buckets and stuff, but to my dismay… what I was searching for wasn’t there.

“No trash bags…” I muttered to myself.

I shut the cabinets and wandered back into my room.

“Hmph…” I grunted, staring at the diaper, which was of course, still lying on the bed.

“You’re nothing but trouble…” I said to it. I guess I was going a bit crazy.

“No trash bags… and if my mom finds you she’ll think I’m some sort of freak…” I grunted at it.

“I wish you’d just up and disappear…” I said to it.

It was, of course, not replying back… I guess it being an inanimate object would do that. I grumbled and mumbled some things, and then thought of another way to get the diaper out of here. I walked into the bathroom, and looked at the trash can that was in there. The trash bag was only a supermarket trash bag, but it was plastic and see-through… not suitable for disposing of an embarrassing object discreetly in.

So, I returned to my room once more… unfortunately the diaper was still sitting on the bed. I guess I was kidding myself when I was actually disappointed to see it there.

“I can’t even hide this thing anywhere…” I thought. My mom cleans my room ever time anything is misplaced and knows every inch of this place.

I sat there… and was just gazing at it trying to find a way to get rid of it.

What if my mom came home? Then what? How was I going to hide this thing? I guess I was going to have to keep it until my mom brought home some trash bags at least… but until then what? The only solution I could think of was I was going to have to wear it… no one was going to look for it there… at least I certainly hoped not.

I sighed. I didn’t want to have to wear it… there was no reason this time. No dare, nothing to prove. Just me having to hide it… The thing was uncomfortable. It itched, it bundled my junk up, and it was like wearing an oven in warm weather…

But then… I remembered what Brian had said. During our conversation, his words returned to me.

“Some people have to wear those all of their lives…” is what he more or less said.

And at that point, sitting alone in my room, I absorbed exactly what he meant… or at least what I got from what he said. Some people really DO have to wear diapers all of their lives… and they haven’t got a choice or say in the matter. They might dislike the way they feel, too… but they don’t have a choice or say in the matter at all.

And here I am, sighing and moaning over having to wear it and I actually I have a choice. Whenever I put that into perspective, somehow… I felt bad for seeming so spoiled.

“I have to do what I have to do…” I thought.

I shut my door, and pulled down my pants and boxers once more. I laid myself down on my bed… and took the diaper, and put it on. I noticed all of the sudden, that somehow the diaper wasn’t as itchy, hot, or claustrophobic around the goods as it was before. I wondered how… the adhesives were on like before… I shrugged it off.

But I quickly figured out why… when I went to put my pants on. I pulled them up over the diaper, buttoned and zipped them… and then and there. It was there that I figured out that my pants were too small for the diaper. Whenever I put them on… they squeezed the diaper closer to me… and so on.

“I see…” I said to myself.

“So that’s why I didn’t notice anything whenever I first put it on at Brian’s house…” I said.

“I’ll just keep my pants off until my mom gets home…” I thought.

So then, laying on my bed, I pulled my shoes, socks, and pants off, and my boxers, too. So I was now sitting in nothing but a shirt and a diaper. I figured it was okay… no one was home and I doubt my mom’ll be back for some time.

I began to notice things about the diaper I hadn’t before… since my pants were off, it was a snug fit, and not squeezing up against me like before. The itchiness and the packing of the goods… weren’t nearly as bad as before. As a matter of fact, it didn’t itch at all anymore… and my ‘goods’ had room now.

In short, everything bad about the diaper that I had been noticing before… well they just kind of disappeared. Instead of being an itchy, tight, oven-for-underwear, I noticed it kind… well… let’s just say it wasn’t too bad anymore.

As much as I didn’t want to admit, I think I had begun getting used to everything about diapers. The feel, didn’t seem as bad as before, as mentioned previously. But other things, too… like I didn’t notice the crinkling anymore. And before it was like wearing a plastic bag. That was the biggest thing that I failed to notice anymore.

However… it was at this point… I noticed something that I had only experienced before, back in that bathroom (the second time). I had been waiting for that pain of humiliation to sink in… but it didn’t. Instead… I kind of… I kind of enjoyed the way it felt… because I had, in the bathroom back there… began to grow an erection. It was for unknown reasons… but yeah… I was beginning to grow a small bit of an erection again.

I didn’t understand why. Why was I growing an erection in my diaper? I felt kind of strange because as I was sitting there in my room, in a house alone, with all of my attention pretty much focused on the diaper and most things about it, it kind of began to increase… but as strange as I felt this was, it was even stranger that I began to feel as though it was right.

[Baby Jake]

“Chapter Five, Shame”


“Mehh…” I moaned.

I still had my eyes closed… but I yawned… I stretched and I cracked every bone in my body… the same old routine. I could hear birds chirping a bit, obviously from outside my window. It was quite a nice experience… I wasn’t feeling too bad. I guess I had finally gotten a good night’s sleep.

I rolled over, to wrap myself up in the blanket and kind of sit there for a bit, to get ready for my day. But when I did, I heard that crinkling sound once more, which alone, kind of woke me up.

It was there that I remembered the whole diaper experience last night, and the night before that. I sat up, rubbed my eyes and stretched once more. It felt real nice…

I moved my blanket away from me, revealing myself under the covers. I was laying in my boxers, not a diaper, and had the same shirt on from last night. It was daytime now, not nearly dusk like when I had gone to bed. I had gone to sleep real early… my guess was because I had very little (comfortable) sleep over at Brian’s and Daniel’s.

Everything was slowly clearing up in my head, and in my sight… I was doing the usual “just-woke-up” routine where my brain was more awake than the rest of my body.

It was within only a few minutes that I felt more awake… awake enough to at least stand up and function. I woke up, and when I did, the diaper had fallen from beneath the covers (since I stood up with the blanket still wrapped around me). I looked at it… and when I did… it all came back to me.

The strange feeling I get… it grows on me for some reason every minute I’m around the thing. Each possible characteristic just shoots out at me more and more and for some reason I feel that I am beginning to get some form of pleasure… in a strange, subliminal way. I couldn’t understand why.

But suddenly… right then and there as I was glancing down at the diaper… it came back to me again. Yesterday… what I had done. Wearing the diaper, and being alone in my room… and the strange feelings… I acted upon the feelings that I got…

…I masturbated in the diaper. Not exactly in it, but, because of it. I grew an erection and the feeling eventually had grown to the point where it felt like the right thing to do… and so I did the right thing to do.

“Ugh!” I said, walking back.

“What the hell was I thinking!?” I thought.

“Only a freak gets turned on by a damn diaper!” I said a bit out loud… but under my breath to make sure no one else would hear.

I felt that humiliation again. Even though no one had seen me I felt like I had done it in front of a million people. I felt stupid… I felt like a freak… I felt… ashamed for masturbating, because a DIAPER turned me on.

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I felt as though I had become one of the largest perverts in the world. My getting aroused over something that seemed honestly, innocent. Babies use them… I felt like I was a kind of a child molester for getting turned on by them. I don’t know why but I honestly felt horrible. I felt like I was the biggest freak in the world.

I ignored what I had done, and picked up the diaper. It felt no emotion for this thing anymore…

“I need to get rid of this thing…” I thought.

“Its nothing but trouble… like I figured…” I finished.

---

“Mom!” I yelled, walking out of my room.

“What?” I heard her reply.

“Do we have any trash bags?” I asked.

“Uh… I don’t think so… why?” I heard.

“I have some trash in my room…” I said.

“Oh… well… no, sorry. We don’t have any” she said.

“Damn…” I thought.

I wasn’t feeling too good anymore. I wanted this thing out of my room, and this whole situation out of my hair. I’d like to put the past behind me, and assume I never got raunchy from a teen-sized diaper. But unfortunately, there was very little way for me to rid myself of it.

“**** it…” I thought again…

“Mom!” I yelled again.

“What?” I heard again.

“…do you want me to ride down to the store and buy some?” I said.

There was no reply… but I heard footsteps shortly after I had said it. It was within a few moments that I eventually saw my mom, standing in front of me.

“Why do you want trash bags so badly?” she asked.

“My room is starting to stink… I forgot to take some stuff out a while back…” I lied.

She looked at my suspiciously… not quite sure what to think.

“…if you really want to, yeah, sure… ride your bike down to the supermarket and pick up some. I’ve got the money, just give me back the change..” she said.

“It’d be appreciated…” I said.

“Um… okay… here…” she said with a confused tone.

She reached into his pocket, and pulled out a few bucks, handing them to me…

“Here” she said.

“This should be enough… if you want, buy yourself a drink or something when your down there” she said.

“Thanks” I said.

“Wait… you do know where it is, right?” she asked, since we were living in a new neighborhood.

“Yeah…” I said.

She nodded and walked downstairs. I returned to my room, and took the diaper from under my bed. I put it even further behind my bed… in the darkest, most obscure area…

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I pulled my bike out from the garage, and rode off, and began cruising down the street. I was a bit in my own little world, though I was paying attention to where I was going. This was pretty important, considering I didn’t know this place nearly as much as I did the other one.

“Man… what was I thinking?” I thought.

“Masturbating in a diaper… man… that’s pathetic…” I thought.

It was the innocence of the fun we were having, and the things Daniel, Brian, and I all were doing that seemed tainted. “Hey Aden, put on a diaper! Hahaha!” I thought… all fun in games and I had to **** it all up…

I wandered the streets with my bike, kind of nervous that I hadn’t gone the correct way. I was worried that perhaps I had taken a wrong turn or thought I went a different way than you really had to literally, in all of this deep thinking I was doing.

But, it was only in my head. I kept going and in time, I had arrived at the local grocery store. My mind was racing and I couldn’t really keep up… I was glad that I had gone the right way.

“Hmm” I wondered.

This store wasn’t like the one from my old town… I didn’t know the outside very well, so instead of knowing instantly where I could stash my bike, I had to examine the lot. I wandered to the back of the store, which is usually where no one would be.

I arrived in an obscure, dark passage way. There was an emergency exit leading into the store, a few dumpsters, etc. It looked like the stereotypical ‘dangerous, dark, and mysterious alleyway’… It was kind of intimidating but I doubt anyone would be back there.

I road my bike back there, and looked for somewhere to put my bike. I examined the dumpsters… they were pretty close the backside of another building, but there WAS room between it and the building. So I decided to shove my bike in that small space… it was a decent fit but because of the lid of the dumpster resting against the wall, over the small space between the dumpster and the building… it created a shadow. The bike was pretty much invisible. I was satisfied… so I then continued back to the front of the store and wandered inside.

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The air conditioned store was a very nice change from the hot, humid outside world. I walked through, and began to search the aisles for the proper one. Of course, it was in no time at all that I found the one, and so I walked down, grabbed a box of trash bags… and walked back.

I decided to take a shortcut through the store though… I was on my way back, and it was then that I walked past it… the ONE aisle… the baby aisle. I glared down it, and instantly, I saw various bags of diapers… all with happy BABIES on them. Next to the diapers were baby bottles, pacifiers, and other babyish necessities… all with happy, cute, and colorful designs. Each one I saw made me feel worse…

Its silly sounding, I’m sure. But it was the truth… every time I see or think of hear of a diaper… it makes me feel awful… and this time was absolutely not an exception.

I shook my head, and proceeded to the checkout, thinking that once I toss the diaper away it’ll all be over and I can continue my normal life…

---

I parked my bike in my garage, walked upstairs into the kitchen, and then removed the trash bags from my backpack. I tossed them on the counter (along with the change she requested), after tearing the box open and taking one of the garbage bags out.

“Mom! I’m home, they’re on the kitchen counter!” I announced, shouting it since I didn’t know where she was in the house.

“Okay! Thanks!” I heard back.

I wandered upstairs, into my room (shutting the door behind me). I crawled under my bed, and pulled the diaper out from the bed. I gave it one last look… before I tossed it in the trash bag.

“Hmmm… I need more trash…” I mumbled to myself.

I gazed around my room… and then I found all the trash I’d need. My garbage can, was surprisingly, almost over flowing with garbage.

“Wow… I guess I wasn’t really lying” I thought.

I took the trash can, and dumped the garbage into the bag, emptying the can and filling the bag up. Finally… I tied the bag up, and then finally… walked out back with it. I tossed it in the outside garbage can… ridding myself of the diaper.

I walked into my house, and laid down on my bed. Its over I thought. The diaper is gone… what I feel guilty for is behind me. I can kind of forget about it and continue with my life...

[Baby Jake]

“Chapter Six, Haunted”


RRRRIINNGGG! I heard. Everyone around me yelled in excitement, gathered their things, and exited the room. I was in school now, and that was the bell to lunch, so of course, everyone was excited to get out of the classroom and into their usual seats at the lunch table.

I was still new to the school area… but I knew where the cafeteria was. So, I handed in my assignments and wandered to the cafeteria.

“Hey Aden” I heard as I was waiting in line for my food. I turned and there was Brian and Seth.

“Hey…” I said.

“How’s it going?” Brian asked.

“Alright… hungry as hell” I said.

“Well get your food, sit with us over there” Brian said, pointing over to a table in the room.

It was not really populated… as a matter of fact it didn’t have any people at all.

“That’s where we always sit. No ones ever over there so we get to talk about whatever we want and no one can hear us” Seth explained.

“Oh okay” I said.

They walked over to it, but I was not very excited to sit with them. I knew they were going to bring up the whole diaper thing and I wasn’t too thrilled at all to talk about it. Over the passed three days I’ve managed to kind of forget about what I did in my room… and I’d like to keep it that way. I mean of course, they didn’t know about it. But talking about being in a diaper and stuff will only remind me.

But I wasn’t going to be an asshole… so I grabbed my food, walked over to them, and sat down with them.

---

“This food is so damn bomb…” I said, complimenting their school’s food since I was still considered the new kid.

“Yeah… it can be good…” Seth agreed.

“…so Aden…” I heard Brian say.

I recognized the sinister tone… and the strange dot, dot, dot before and after his statement… it all meant he was going to ask about the diaper.

“Yeah?” I asked, knowing inside what he was going to ask.

“…how’s it going with the ‘thing’?” he asked.

“Huh? Oh…” I said.

“…I tossed it out a few days ago” I said.

“Awww…” Seth and Brian both did at the same time.

“Why?” Brian asked.

“Man… I have like no where to hide it…” I explained.

“Hah… alright…” Brian said.

“Yeah…” I said.

“Hey” Brian said with a different tone… a more open and happy tone.

“Sup?” I asked.

“Yeah… its Thursday right?” Brian asked.

“Yeah…” I answered.

“Sweet… listen, that sleepover was fun. You should spend the night over again” Brian invited.

“Oh… um…” I said. My mind was racing now.

If I went there, they will probably ask me to wear the diaper again… and I don’t want to do that. I wondered… but I thought of the other things we’ll probably do. Video games, movies, etc…

“Yeah… yeah sure, I’ll ask my mom.” I said.

“Awesome, sounds good” Brian said happily.

“Eh… yeah…” I said hesitantly, feeling as though I had just sold my soul to the devil.

---

Unfortunately, after that conversation, it haunted my mind like a ghost… and all of my concentration went to it. It was a never ending battle in my head about two solutions that just couldn’t be worked out… it was like a paradox.

On one hand… I could go there. I could have a good time, and if they ask (and they probably will)… I could do it. I could play along and act as though nothing was wrong. However… what if the little feeling I get when I’m in a diaper comes back? Not the arousal… the weird feeling it gave me beyond that. It was one of, not exactly comfort, but a sense of ease. For some unknown reason, I guess, it was summoning weird emotions and remarkably faint emotions and memories of my childhood. I was confused… I didn’t know why this was happening. It was like a deep, dark want hidden in my subconscious mind for all these years that was finally rising to the surface ever since that night… and each time I thought about it… it was getting stronger. It was just a strange, indescribable feeling… and I didn’t want it to come back. I mean… I, a young teenage boy finding a strange feeling from something meant to help the incontinent… I was a freak.

However… on the second hand. I could go, and if and when I am asked to put the diaper on… I could request to pass… But then it would look like I am not up to the challenge because I am afraid. And this was certainly not the case… they could lose respect for me, and this I didn’t want.

I sighed a deep sigh of desperation right there in the middle of class as all of this was rambling around in my head.

“Are you okay Aden?” I heard.

I looked up and there was my teacher, standing over me.

“Huh? Oh… yeah” I said.

“Okay… if you’re having a problem with your work just ask, I’ll be able to help” my teacher said.

“Will do, thanks” I said.

“Man… now its even affecting me in school…” I thought as I put my head back down.

But I continued to think about the problem in my life, and not the problem on my paper.

“**** it…” I eventually concluded.

“…this is getting me no where…” I thought.

“…I’ll just wait until tomorrow…” I thought.

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And I did… try. I couldn’t just not think about it… I felt as though I was stalling. And in truth, I guess I kind of was. I was ignoring a problem that is kind of inevitable. I couldn’t just call it off. I didn’t want to do that, I wanted to be there and hang with them. I wanted friends, and they were my best friends so far. But I don’t want to wear diapers over Brian’s and Daniel’s house. I don’t want to look like I can’t do dares or anything like that in front of them…

This little problem haunted me until the next day…

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“Hey mom…” I asked sheepishly.

“Yeah Aden?” she asked.

“Brian invited me to sleepover his house tonight… is that cool?” I asked.

She stopped what she was doing and kind of looked into the sky for a few moments, thinking.

“Yeah… that’s no problem. I can drive you, no problem” she assured.

“Thanks” I said with a content smile.

I walked away from her room, and walked into my room, picked up the phone that was sitting on my computer desk, and held it to my ear.

“Hey, she says its fine” I said into it.

“Awesome… I’ll see you tonight alright?” I heard from Brian’s voice.

“Yeah definitely…” I said.

Brian and I hung up the phone, leaving me there by myself in my room. I decided something… I was going to trust Brian. I was going to trust Daniel, and Seth, too. I noticed something… I was doubting them too much. Over the passed day I had been contemplating what I was going to do and then I finally decided I was just going to simply ask not to do the dares with the diapers if we were using them again. I mean, who knows? Maybe we won’t. Maybe it’ll just be in the past.

I mean… like I said. It wasn’t wearing them that was the problem. It was that I didn’t want to draw that weird emotion that I get when I am in one… and then I don’t have to downgrade myself to being a freak by getting a bit of an erection with the diaper.

I wasn’t sure how the night was going but I was feeling as though I had no other choice to just say “What the hell” and see where the night takes me… it was a gamble. But you see I had a bit of a breakthrough. I was worrying about something for no reason… I, at the time, actually compared it to worrying about death: death is inevitable… as we all know. So why worry about it? Live however the hell you want to before that… worry-free. Same goes for tonight. I’m sleeping over there because I want to, and there’s no point in me worrying about the diaper thing because it is inevitable.

It was only a mere 60 minutes… well more or less, after that phone call that my mom had finished whatever she was doing in her room (paperwork), and asked if I was ready to go. I said yes, and within a few more minutes after that… I was on my way out of the door and driving the familiar path to his house.

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“Hey Aden” I heard as I stepped to the front door. It was Brian’s mom, greeting me.

“Hey” I said back.

“C’mon inside, they’re upstairs” she said.

It was just like the first time… which was rather discouraging about avoiding the diapers.

I nodded thankfully, and began to walk up the stairs. I turned back, and my mom was standing in the doorway, chatting with Brian’s mom a bit some more.

“Bye Aden, call me if you need me!” she said, waving me off.

“C’ya” I said.

I made it to the steps… I was alone once again. No turning back now… not like there was a big chance before. I could hear their voices… I recognized Brian’s, Seth’s, and Daniel’s. I sighed, since they still didn’t know I was there. I worked up some confidence, and walked into the room.

“Hey Aden!” I heard, Brian was greeting me.

“Hey” I said.

[Baby Jake]

“Chapter Seven (Part I), the Night of Submission (The Beginning)”


“What’s up?” I asked.

“Nothing at all man, nothing at all… we’re just sitting around playing some more videogames” Brian said.

“Cool…” I said.

“Its me, Brian, then Daniel… then you” I heard Seth say from on the couch. He was listing the order of how we would play.

“Alright, sounds good…” I said.

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We were all sitting around, playing video games, and challenging each other to challenges on various video games. It was fun, we were all pretty good. When I was still living back in my old town, I would play video games all the time whenever my old friends weren’t around…

“Alright, you got me” Seth said, standing up.

He plopped the controller into Brian’s lap… I was the victor..

“Alright, choose your fighter. I’ll play you a round” Brian said.

“Okay” I agreed.

I chose my fighter, since we were playing Soul Caliber 2 again. He chose his, and then we began to fight. We played our rounds through… I won. But then, the somewhat expected but still surprising happened.

“Man I’m bored… you guys up for any… dares?” Daniel grunted.

“Hmm…” I heard Seth mumble.

“I suppose” he finished.

“Uh… sure, are you Aden?” Brian said.

I was dumbstruck. It was the moment of truth… but first…

“…what kind of dares?” I asked.

“You know! Ones with… diapers… We never finished our game from last week” Brian said, saying diapers under his breath.

“I… I uh…” I spit out, looking at everyone, who was looking at me. The whole room’s attention was on me and… I really couldn’t take it very well.

“I um… I…” I continued to spit out again. I wanted to be truthful. I wanted to say hell no… I wanted to run out of the room and avoid from telling them no and disappointing them… instead of lying to them and saying “Yeah, sure”.

“Uh… n-no… Not really… not tonight” I forced myself to say.

There, I said it. I said “No” and now I was waiting for the nagging and moaning for me to do some. I looked over at Seth, who was still doing his some-what blank face. I glanced at Dan, who was doing his bored face… and I looked at Brian, who’s face was filled with content…. I was just waiting for his face to cover with disappointment and then for them all to start attempting to force me into a diaper. I was waiting for the night to turn into a living hell. I was waiting for me to call my mom after we get in a fight, she’d pick me up… and I would never see Brian, Daniel, or Seth again.

I looked over at Brian and thought “Go ahead, start…” And then Brian finally opened his mouth…

“Oh! Okay, sure. Whatever, you don’t want to that’s cool” he said.

“Huh!?” I said.

“If you don’t want to, that’s fine” he said again.

“But… I mean… wait… what!?” I said again in complete surprise.

“Haha c’mon man, if you don’t want to, that’s fine.” Brian said, once more.

“B-but you aren’t going to keep talking to me about it, and make me do it again?” I said.

“Huh? No…” Seth said.

“But last week…” I began to say.

“Last week… that was just for fun. We wanted you to trust us, and now I am assuming you do. We’re not going to force you to do anything you’d prefer not to do.” Brian explained.

“…okay” I said.

“Cool… and like I said, if you don’t want to do the dares, or you don’t just not want put on the diaper… that’s cool, too. But, we are going to do it. So you can just chill here or come with us, just so you know” Brian explained.

“Alright” I said.

“I’ll come with you guys” I finished.

“Okay… that is when we leave later tonight” Brian said.

“Okay…” I said once again.

“Welp, who’s ever up first… here they are” I heard Seth say.

And when I looked over… there they were, indeed. There, in the center of the floor was a bag of fresh diapers.

“We can’t do them yet…” Daniel said.

“Yeah… later tonight after mom’s asleep” Brian said.

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It had been a few hours since Seth tossed those diapers on the floor. We had dinner, and once again, I was laying there in the darkness glaring at those big bright red letters on their electric clock. Once again, it was around 12AM.

This was almost exactly like the last time… only this time I knew what was coming to me. I was waiting for someone to break the silence, and from there, we would sneak out of the house in the midst of the night, and continue to do “diaper dares” outside… at least this was what they were discussing a few hours ago.

Of course, I wasn’t too enthusiastic about the idea. But, not because I don’t want to be near them wearing diapers when I kind of have a freakish thing for them… but because honestly, I really don’t see why we need to leave the house. I don’t feel like leaving in the middle of the night in a city that I don’t know about that well… if you know what I mean.

“Pssst!” I heard, knowing it was all down hill from there.

“What time is it Aden?” I heard from what seemed like Brian’s voice.

“Almost 1AM” I whispered back, since it had been an hour of wondering and pondering such things.

“Okay… Seth, hit the light” I heard.

“Ughh… hold up…” I heard Seth say with a haggard, groggy tone.

Then, after a second or two, and after some rustling sounds, the desk light popped on and the room lit up.

I sighed a bit and stretched, yawned, and sat up. I looked over and Brian was lying on the bottom bunk of his bed, looking fully awake. I of course, couldn’t see Daniel, since he was on the top bunk. Seth was, of course, lying peacefully on the couch. Nothing surprising.

“You guys ready?” I heard Brian say.

“Uhhh…” Seth moaned.

Daniel was kind of grumbling something.

“Yo’ Brian… man I don’t really feel like wandering the town tonight man…” I could barely understand.

“Awww… c’mon guys!” he said enthusiastically.

“Nah Brian…” Seth moaned.

“Me neither” he finished.

But after Seth confirmed that he didn’t want to go outside and do the diaper dares… sure, I was happy… but then Brian had a face of like, sheer disappointment.

“W-well… what about you Brian?” he said with a bit of hope that I’d say that I want to go outside.

“Well… honestly… I uh… didn’t want to do the dares in the first place… let alone go outside man…” I said.

“Oh…” he said.

I felt terrible.

“W-well… who here wants to still do the dares?” he said with a bit of hope.

Seth sighed…

“Uhhh… not me man… I’m too tired.” Seth moaned.

“Oh… okay…” Brian said.

“…Dan?” Brian kind of said.

But there was no response from him… insinuating he was either asleep, or was ignoring Brian. But regardless, the biggest look of disappointment swept across Brian’s face. I examined him, and began to feel a bit sorry for not doing it.

“Well… guess I should turn the light off and we can go to bed, Aden” Brian said.

“Huh?” I said.

“Guess these two are too tired, and there’s no other reason to be up at 1AM.” He sighed.


“You want to do them bad, huh?” I asked.

“I just wanted to have some fun. Was a bit excited to go outside at night, you know?” he responded, slowly getting out from the bunk.

“Yeah…” I said…

My own feelings were getting to me once again. This time, it wasn’t me drowning in self-pity. I was actually contemplating… but eventually…

“Brian…” I said, right when Brian was about to turn the light off.

“Yeah Ade’?” he asked.

“…if you want to do some stuff… I’m up. I can’t sleep… you uh… want to?” I said, pretty much lying. I wasn’t anywhere near considered awake enough not to sleep… and I really didn’t want to at all. But I was sucking it up… for a friend.

“You mean that?” he asked.

“Sure…” I said.

“If you really want to, sure…” he said. He wasn’t nearly as enthusiastic as he was when he was talking about it with Seth and Daniel. I guess he wanted us all…

“Cool… get the stuff… show me out of here” I said.

“Okay… but Aden” he said.

“What?” I asked.

“I thought you didn’t want to…” he said.

“I didn’t… at the time… but you know… now it sounds fun” I said, lying once again.

Brian smiled a bit, and nodded his head.

“K… I’ll get the stuff” he said.

“Alright” I agreed.

“We’ll leave these two to sleep… hand me that back pack” he said.

I tossed the backpack in his direction, while he dug under the bed for the diapers. While he was doing that… I was building motivation. I was aware that I had just resigned myself into something I really didn’t want to do. As I thought, the more I became aware that I was about to do more dares with diapers, which I really didn’t want to do… something about the diapers, they just kind of draw the weirdest, just down-right strangest sensation from what seems to be the darkest corner of my mind… and I don’t know why. It was like… like a weird kind of… enjoyment.

But before I could give it further thought, Brian was out from under the bed. Now, he was standing over me, with the backpack on his back. His shoes were on, and so, it was now my time to get ready. I kind of ‘mentally sighed’ and got my shoes on. It was then, after that… Brian and I left, and snuck out of that now quiet house, and went off into the night.

[Baby Jake]

“Chapter Seven (Part II), the Night of Submission (Submission)”


It was a really beautiful night, that night. The moon was bright, and the sky was clear. It was, more or less, the perfect night for the night that I and Brian had laid down for us. Right now, however, we were spending our time gunning it out of the local neighborhood. We were headed to where Brian said no one would know us. I was of course, even more nervous at the time. He and I were sneaking through the shadows, making sure there were no local people, and police especially.

We were gunning it, taking obscure shortcuts and sneaking through pitch-black alleys. I,