First & Final Update
by, 23-Feb-2015 at 23:23 (1615 Views)
I wanted to wait before posting this...last night I confronted my mom about the entire situation and well...it was not as I hoped it would be...basically, she was disappointed with me using this "tactic" to relieve stress or not accepting the fact that I was wearing diapers around her. I did however make it out of the shrink. So I don't have to go to a shrink but I am not allowed to wear diapers around her...basically, she found out about my bellissimo's when she told me to get gas for her vehicle which apparently was a diversion so she could search my room and find them.
I didn't want to damage my relationship with my mom like most members have done before with their parents about their diapers so I honestly left the situation alone after we both agreed I did not have to see a shrink although she still was thinking about it. She said she was dumbfounded that her son would do something like this (me) She also told me what my dad would think about this. His son (Me) wearing diapers (My dad was shot and killed for those who don't know)
So what does that do for me? Well it's simple...my diaper days are over till I move out so I have to resist for the next 3-5 years which will be hard but I will try to manage honestly. I will still post around, be around, give advice, etc I just can't do it while in a diaper It was upsetting for me to say goodbye to my Bellissimo's (Same reaction probably for others who had to do the same before) and there is no way to convince her. They are out of sight, out of mind...the feeling does hurt but I can't change the past nor could I change the present but one day I will change the future about myself...that's a long ways down the road.