Going back home (A depressed fueled post)
by, 28-Jan-2015 at 05:31 (644 Views)
After a half a year I'm heading back home. I like to think things are going to be okay, but I don't know what to after I get back. I'll probably get my old job back, but I still want more. I want to be able to on my own and stable while doing so. Why is this so hard. I want to go back to college, but I don't think I'm able get through it. My mom suggested trade school, but I don't know what I'm good at. I'm good with computer, but there is already so many people that can do that already. My head is stuck in circles thinking about what to do. I honestly would rather just stop trying. I'm have a bit of episode and all I want is to be taken care of for a few moments. I also had deja vu flash a moment ago and it's got me all freaked out and worried about people I care for. I'm feeling useless and pointless to the world right now.