by, 10-Dec-2014 at 14:58 (832 Views)
I am starting to deal with another serious "depression" stage...sadly yet again... *sigh* I thought this was gone last year but it feels like a cycle now. At first, when I passed all my classes, became a Top Contributor, and one more thing I can't remember, I thought what else is there to be sad about? Then I found out two things.
1. When I got back from my cruise, the family fights between me, my mom, and my sister was ridiculous that I could not bare. I left the cruise sick from origins unknown...I seriously don't know what I have to be honest. I think my trust with my family is shot. I have lied so much when I was a little kid but here I am "19" you would expect I don't even fib to make a statement anymore but my sister thinks I still do.
2. Lack of friend-talk. Yep, bunch of friends on FA, ADISC, Skype, etc I only hear maybe 2-3 out of 72 from ADISC and 3 from Skype but none from FA and out here in the real with is just me and Dmitri (that alone, he can make me mad for half the time) Not much friends usually pop out a hi once ina while but for their other friends...maybe time to clean my friend's list? o.o
What else is there that I need to be truly happy right now because stuff I want I can't get yet.