by, 17-Sep-2014 at 04:46 (485 Views)
My boyfriend recently told me that he is an ABDL. He wants me to be his mommy.
Some aspects of this, such as the play time, cuddling, movies, making dinner, setting a bed time, etc are cute. I can handle things like that no problem. We already do some of those things. I am already very protective of him as a mother would be because of the relationship we had prior to us being together.
However, there are other aspects that worry me. I am not sure how I feel about diapering him-- I don't mind that he wears diapers. I just personally can't stand changing a diaper on an actual toddler let alone my boyfriend. I'm also having trouble thinking of him as both my baby and my boyfriend. I'm concerned about whether or not I will be able to continue thinking of him in a sexual manner or if I will only see him as my vulnerable little boy...
I've never been a dominant person before, let alone someone who has to care for another person. I am a little bit scared to take this step in my relationship, and I am even more scared to take on a mommy role.