Autism, Cerebral Palsy, and being an "Adult Baby"...#96
by, 14-Jun-2014 at 01:55 (147 Views)
I have been feeling quite a bit of anxiety. I am too afraid to even attend tomorrow's Boston Gay Pride Parade. I live in the closet. I am very much estranged from others of my own non-standard sexual orientation. I guess that I will simply stay home all day tomorrow. I feel sad, that as an older Gay man with Autism and Cerebral Palsy I am "alone" and I do not know any other Gay men near my own age of 56. I do have a couple of "young" gay men in their late 20's, who think I am "cute and cuddly". One in Chile, and the other in Massachusetts. Both of them are looking for a "Daddy" to "change their diapers". Yes, they are both AB/DL. But, I feel afraid of any kind of intimate contact or relationships. I do not understand how to be "warm and affectionate" as a person with Autism.