by, 11-Jun-2014 at 02:10 (205 Views)
Ok so I apparently threw on an M4 after I got home from school and got the sudden urge to act like a baby...kinda weird because I just wear them for the hell of it but I would of never expected this. I guess I might as well accept I have some weird desire to be an adult baby for awhile? O_o I'm so confused. I want to buy some pacifiers from Walmart which is extremely weird of me but I guess that's a phase I'll go through for awhile? That's not the only thing I also want to buy a stuffed animal and I keep having thoughts/day dreams of sleeping/cuddling with an animal and pass out onto my bed nothing but a M shirt and a diaper on. (I wear XL shirts)
I go through one M4 almost a day because of my short day and now I have a huge urge to wear one everyday despite the risk of being home with my mom. I want to buy 3 packs of 14's and somehow store them but I have no clue where with my mom snooping sometimes in my bedroom without notice. Hopefully when I get a car I'll store them into the trunk of my car. I don't know exactly what's happening to me but I feel at peace doing this I only throw one on for stress-related reasons not it's an everyday issue and I try to fight it. Ugh -_- I hope I can arrange this mess soon...