Hello, my name is Zedd, and I'm going to kill every last one of you.
by, 03-Jun-2014 at 08:03 (621 Views)
Well, no, not really. This has more to do with decompression and getting rid of those feelings. Being fiercely independent and very introverted, I need to not be around people in order to properly decompress from the stress of work and life. Most weeks this happens without too many problems. This last week? No such luck. My job only gives me one day off at a time, and this week I spent that one day helping a relative move furniture. Very heavy solid oak furniture. Not a bad way to spend a day, I don't mind helping people, but it required me to be around people all day. Usually not too much of a problem to get around, I'm blessed with a strange circadian rhythm disorder that has my sleep wake cycle reversed. In laymans terms, I'm nocturnal. My body wants to be awake and active at night. This has been great for recharging until about 12 days ago. That was when my roommates began to stay up at night with me. Not cool bro. This was my time to be alone with myself. I need it to recharge and get rid of all the built up stress from the day. This last week my ability to deal with people has gone from the patience of Job, to wanting to kill my co-workers with a croquet mallet over the tiniest mistakes. Lucky for me I get to be alone all day tomorrow, so that should set me back to rights.