Autism, Cerebral Palsy, and being an "Adult Baby"...#91
by, 18-May-2014 at 02:51 (1038 Views)
Been feeling "lonely". I was contacted again by KB, an Aspie Diaper Fetishist who live in Massachusetts. A while back, he did want me to ____ him in the rear-end "without a condom". Being a celibate Gay older Autistic with Cerebral Palsy, I do not like that "idea". KB is ~ 1/2 my age, and of course, I have lived through the entire AIDS Epidemic Crisis. I am no fool, and I am not interested in getting infected, sick, and then dying before my time. My Autistic inability to form relationships has been what has kept me HIV-Negative, and I intend to stay that way. I do very much experience the cognitive feeling of loneliness, but I seem to be too cognitively impaired to rectify this problem on my own. I am cognitively hurting emotionally inside from loneliness. MY own profoundly limited understanding of dating and relationships, is that it is not all about "dirty grown-up physical touches". There are other factors to be considered.