by, 17-Apr-2014 at 16:33 (473 Views)
I don't know why. And I certainly don't want to seem like the person who airs their dirty laundry in public but here goes nothing.
My whole life, I've searched for my place. Searched for where I belong. And I don't seem to fit in anywhere I go. Sure I fit in here with the few friends I have on here... But I don't even know. I just want someone to talk to I suppose... To help me through this stupid morning. I feel like giving up and I wish I knew what brought this on. I fucking hate myself. I'm at my wits end, I'm alone, and I don't know what to do any longer. I hate feeling this way. I hate myself for feeling this way.
I'm emotionally drained. I don't know what to do any longer, I'm just so sick of being useless all the damn time. I can't even make myself happy, how do I expect to be a good person if I can't even do that?