I wish i really was little...
by, 31-Jan-2014 at 02:50 (291 Views)
So, pretty soon I have to go to the dentist. I know they are only going to get x-rays of my teeth. The problem is how absolutely terrified I am of them. It's the point where just thinking about it makes me want to scream and cry. I just can't deal with it whatsoever. My mom told them about my needle phobia too.
I just can't deal with it. I'm freaking out right now. I know I'll have to deal with IVs too, and that's going to be even worse. I had a meltdown at the hospital once over them wanting to put an IV in me. They wanted to hold me down to stick a needle in me to calm me down. =.=
They'll actually be putting my to sleep and pulling my teeth that way. It's the only way they can do it. The insurance won't cover Novacaine or anything. I just don't know what to do. This is why I wish I was a little because then I could go to a pediatric dentist where they are more gentle about things. However, because I'm over eighteen, they could careless about whether I have special needs or not.
I'm terrified, you guys... D: