Explaining to my bf again...
by, 29-Jan-2014 at 23:18 (288 Views)
I told him that my AB/Little side was like the personas they have in Persona 4 Golden. He absolutely LIVES for this game. It's one of his favorites. SO, I told him it was like a side of me that I have yet to accept or try to endure. I thought of telling him about being a DL because I really do trust him. He's one of those guys that would love you no matter what flaws or weird things you have are. I just don't want it to come off as awkward for him by simply saying "I like to wear diapers". I feel like if he has a little trouble understanding my AB/little side, then I can't imagine what he would think about me being a DL.
I have learned to understand myself a bit better. I know now why I choose to be a little. I've always had these desires to act more like a child. It's part of my comfort zone and makes me feel like I can be myself more. The only thing that sets me off, of course is knowing that in reality, I will forever be considered as an adult. I've never fully grown up because my disabilities stunted a lot of my normal development as I grew older. I guess what I'm trying to say is that... well... I don't really know.
Bottom line is, I don't think there's much I can do as far as being an AB. My situation is far different from what most of you guys can understand. :/