by, 26-Jan-2014 at 20:39 (224 Views)
I still haven't quite accepted my ABDL side yet. I still have those thoughts, but it's hard to accept them. I fear telling my boyfriend also. He's usually very caring and accepting, but I just don't know how he'd handle me wanting to be one. That's why I haven't quite accepted it. The only friend of mine that knows I wear diapers, or at least I did wear them, was my online best friend Maria. :/
The hard part is that I'm unable to give in to the urges. I can't acquire baby items because I'm always with my parents. There's no way for me to sneak these things without them finding out. The diapers I can because I can just use my period as an excuse for them. So yeah... I wanted to get that off my chest.