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Autism, Cerebral Palsy, and being an "Adult Baby"...#36

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Tuesday, October 22, 2013 - 11:45 AM -

Another morning of being mute and quiet. Earlier, I hauled
the trash/recyclables away in my truck. Nothing on daytime
television worth watching. THerefore, I am watching more
of "Mobile Suit GUNDAM: Wing" on DVD here on my computer
while looking up news stories online.


I will admit, that Japanese Anime is more intelligent than
"American" animated cartoons.

12:30 PM -

An interesting question:

Why are there "Leg Brace Fetisists"?

It is the sight of a disabled person that is the appeal of
falling in love with "Orthopedic Leg Braces"?

As a person with Cerebral Palsy, I find people who are Leg
Bracee Fetishists "disturbing". Yet, as an "Adult Baby", I
am seen as having a fetish for "diapers" and the things of

Wednesday, October 23, 2013 - 9:25 AM -

Woke up as usual an hour ago, drenched in pee-pee in my
nighttime dydee and I was clutching "Poopy", my special
teddy bear friend. I woke up from a profoundly bizarre
dream, but I can not remember it. Anyway, I am thinking
of an interesting "connection". Is it me, but is a Fire-
arm a sort-of "artificial" Wee-Wee thingy? Just like a
Wee-Wee, it shoots out something out of its front end.
But unlike a Wee-Wee. when it shoots, it delivers a very
lethal "FUCK YOU!!!!!", to whomever it is aimed at.

11:00 AM -

Nothing on daytime TV, and instead, I am watching the
Japanese Anime movie, "AKIRA".

"Psychic/Telekinetic Power"
"Forbidden Experiments"
"Playing 'GOD' and 'Paying the Price for it'..."

7:00 PM -

Had an afternoon nap and was in "Adult Baby Mode" this
afternoon after Lunch. After my nap, I went out in my
truck over to the Mall at Rockingham Park to walk around
for exercise on my spastic legs, using my rollator walk-
er for support. Once I did that, I stopped at the
McCholesterol Fast Food Joint on NH Route 28 here in
town and purchased 2 Cheeseburgers for Supper. Now that
I am back home, I am not sure what to do with my time
until I go to bed at ~ 1:00 AM.

8:45 PM -

Not sure why, but I have spent time on YouTube looking up
and watching "100% Real" videotaped and uploaded footage
of suicide bombings, beheadings, stonings, hangings, and
point-blank execution shootings from all over the Muslim
World. For a peaceful friendly bunch, they all seem to
really "love to have a lot of fun". in this world. It does
seem that "nobody's life is worth shit anywhere over there",
not even "Babies". It just proves to me, an Autistic, that
we humans are the most "blood-drenched depraved sentient
species in the entire Milky Way Galaxy".

We are the only animal species that "slaughters each other",
just for the hell of it and the exhilirating "thrill of the
kill". We are the only mamallian predator species that gets
a thrill out of killing anything and everything, even our-
selves. We are also the only mammalian predator species that
up and "Commits Seppuku" in any number of imaginative and
unique ways. Homo Sapiens are the #1 Rated Homicide/Seppuku
animal species ever evolved on this planet in the last
550,000,000 years.

The first Hominids on this planet 1,000,000 years ago did
probably "sell their souls to the Devil" in exchange for
"intelligence", and we have been "paying the price" for their
"Devil's Bargain" ever since.

9:10 PM -

I apologize for having a "complex inner thought life". With
all the time I have on my hands, as a non-employed Autistic,
I tend to "think" about "a lot of things.

And "Neurotypicals" think, that we Autistics have "nothing
going on between our ears"?


  1. giantguy99's Avatar
    i would suggest that you try not to think about things to much. i too have the same problem although it's more mild. usually what i do when i start to feel hurt i just tell myself to simply not think anything for a while except thinking on how to NOT think i get so distracted by this that it actually works! of course i have to drop whatever it was that i was doing in the first place.
  2. RouteLeader's Avatar
    Human beings are disgusting. But we (the minority it seems), need to be a good example to the world. We need to live in dignity and peace. Think positive, like accept says.. try not to think about things to much. - the Adult Baby / Diaper Lover / Incontinence Support Community. is designed to be viewed in Firefox, with a resolution of at least 1280 x 1024.