Autism, Cerebral Palsy, and being an "Adult Baby"...#36
by, 24-Oct-2013 at 02:19 (312 Views)
Tuesday, October 22, 2013 - 11:45 AM -
Another morning of being mute and quiet. Earlier, I hauled
the trash/recyclables away in my truck. Nothing on daytime
television worth watching. THerefore, I am watching more
of "Mobile Suit GUNDAM: Wing" on DVD here on my computer
while looking up news stories online.
I will admit, that Japanese Anime is more intelligent than
"American" animated cartoons.
12:30 PM -
An interesting question:
Why are there "Leg Brace Fetisists"?
It is the sight of a disabled person that is the appeal of
falling in love with "Orthopedic Leg Braces"?
As a person with Cerebral Palsy, I find people who are Leg
Bracee Fetishists "disturbing". Yet, as an "Adult Baby", I
am seen as having a fetish for "diapers" and the things of
Wednesday, October 23, 2013 - 9:25 AM -
Woke up as usual an hour ago, drenched in pee-pee in my
nighttime dydee and I was clutching "Poopy", my special
teddy bear friend. I woke up from a profoundly bizarre
dream, but I can not remember it. Anyway, I am thinking
of an interesting "connection". Is it me, but is a Fire-
arm a sort-of "artificial" Wee-Wee thingy? Just like a
Wee-Wee, it shoots out something out of its front end.
But unlike a Wee-Wee. when it shoots, it delivers a very
lethal "FUCK YOU!!!!!", to whomever it is aimed at.
11:00 AM -
Nothing on daytime TV, and instead, I am watching the
Japanese Anime movie, "AKIRA".
"Playing 'GOD' and 'Paying the Price for it'..."
7:00 PM -
Had an afternoon nap and was in "Adult Baby Mode" this
afternoon after Lunch. After my nap, I went out in my
truck over to the Mall at Rockingham Park to walk around
for exercise on my spastic legs, using my rollator walk-
er for support. Once I did that, I stopped at the
McCholesterol Fast Food Joint on NH Route 28 here in
town and purchased 2 Cheeseburgers for Supper. Now that
I am back home, I am not sure what to do with my time
until I go to bed at ~ 1:00 AM.
8:45 PM -
Not sure why, but I have spent time on YouTube looking up
and watching "100% Real" videotaped and uploaded footage
of suicide bombings, beheadings, stonings, hangings, and
point-blank execution shootings from all over the Muslim
World. For a peaceful friendly bunch, they all seem to
really "love to have a lot of fun". in this world. It does
seem that "nobody's life is worth shit anywhere over there",
not even "Babies". It just proves to me, an Autistic, that
we humans are the most "blood-drenched depraved sentient
species in the entire Milky Way Galaxy".
We are the only animal species that "slaughters each other",
just for the hell of it and the exhilirating "thrill of the
kill". We are the only mamallian predator species that gets
a thrill out of killing anything and everything, even our-
selves. We are also the only mammalian predator species that
up and "Commits Seppuku" in any number of imaginative and
unique ways. Homo Sapiens are the #1 Rated Homicide/Seppuku
animal species ever evolved on this planet in the last
The first Hominids on this planet 1,000,000 years ago did
probably "sell their souls to the Devil" in exchange for
"intelligence", and we have been "paying the price" for their
"Devil's Bargain" ever since.
9:10 PM -
I apologize for having a "complex inner thought life". With
all the time I have on my hands, as a non-employed Autistic,
I tend to "think" about "a lot of things.
And "Neurotypicals" think, that we Autistics have "nothing
going on between our ears"?