Distugusted and Ashamed :(
by, 13-Oct-2013 at 22:57 (772 Views)
A blog post, never thought I would post one. But here I go.
Now, this isn't a post like you think. I am not disgusted or ashamed about wearing diapers, or being a cub. I love diapers and I enjoy being a cub and all that comes with it. The part that disgusts me is my own body. Every time I think of padding or put on padding,... "mr happy" wakes. And I hate it that diapers does it to me. I always have. That is why I had a hard time accepting I liked diapers because I hated it would "turn me on". It always goes away after ten minutes of putting it on and usually stays away for the duration of wearing. But it still happens and I hate. Me being asexual, I don't like erections anyway, I hate them actually. And I hate that diapers causes them. I just wish that diapers didn't do that me.
Not sure if this really deserves taking up space on the interent, but I posted it anyway.