Who am I Really.
by, 21-Sep-2013 at 22:19 (380 Views)
I do not mean who am I by why of personality, I know who that person is.
But who am I biologically.
You would think that every one would know this, we all have a biological mother and father.
Now I am sure who my birth mother is. But I don't think I or any one else has ever been told the truth of who my birth father is. I have been told all my life that it was on of my uncles. There were 16 kids in my moms family. The youngest only lived a few months. There were four boys the rest were girls.
Now the Uncle I have been told in the birth father was in the Army at the time. I do know that in 1951 he went to Korea. The Korean war was going on at the time.
Knowing my four Uncles I don't think any one of them would have gone to bed with one of their sisters.
I think my birth mother blamed my Uncle hoping he would not come back for the war. This may be bad of me thinking this but I have felt this way for a long time.
I have a gut feeling for most of my life that my birth mother got pregnant by some other boy and has said it was my uncle to protect herself or some one else. I do know that she was put in a home for pregnant girls at the time. A nice place to start ones life in, one of those places.
Now because I was adopted at birth my birth certificate was delayed. There is no other birth certificate.
Sorry I do this to myself every time some in my moms family dies, I feel that they are taking a secret with them . There is only one person who really knows and I have not talked to her in 13
years. That would be my birth mother and the last ime I talked to her and ask, she would not look me in the eye.