The Dream Of the Boy i Never Knew.
by, 10-Sep-2013 at 15:19 (1022 Views)
So this is my 1st blog Yay .
I have had this dream a few times over the last year or so i have never told any one about it but the dream is all way the same it plays out like a movie. So the dream it starts with me being on a sailing boat making my way back to the shore. Its a place i don't recognise but its very beautiful with a golden sand beach and mediterranean blue sea as i make my way back to the shore there is a boy standing there with cool little boarding shorts and a vest the boy is no older then 6 years of age and has blonde hair and blue eyes he seems to be waiting for me.
When i arrive to the shore there is no one else but the boy. Me and the boy greet each other a word is never said its like a silent movie but yet there is a strong connection between the boy and my self i feel very protective over this child. The dream continues but as if it is being speeded up its as if the dream has no concept of time apart from one moment where i find my self sitting on the warm golden sand between my toes as i over looking the mediterranean blue sea where the little boy is playing down where the ocean meets the sand and right at that moment in the dream a feeling of pure joy and happiness overwhelms me but just at that moment the dream is over a bit like a book that has run out of pages before the story has finished. But! its the feeling after the dream thats what gets to me the most its a strong feeling of emptiness overwhelms me like i have lost some think that can not be replaced. Who is this boy that i feel so protective over ? why is he there in the 1st place ? and why do we never speak ?. could this dream be a mirrored vision of my little self and big self coming together in one place ? Or may be its the thought of when i become a daddy and have my own children how i would want to do my very best to be the most caring and loving father that i can be and when my children say that i'm the best daddy in the world they truly mean it. Any way thanks for taking the time to read my 1st blog i feel all cuddly now. Super Big Hugs Leo.