Autism, Cerebral Palsy, and being an "Adult Baby"...#7
by, 03-Sep-2013 at 16:52 (264 Views)
Tuesday morning...and I am "alone by myself".
Despite having my "Night Light" on all night and "hugging" Precious, my "Baby Dolly Friend", I did have a childhood abuse PTSD type of "bad dream".
I can not even recall consciously what this "bad dream" was all about, but as usual, it was about something my deranged mentally-ill Mother did to me and my younger non-disabled brother when we were children.
I did "wake up crying and scared"...
I did pull myself together and did my usual morning "routine".
Being "retired" on Social Security, I have a lot of "time on my hands", to use the cliche.
As to what my autistic mind thinks of this saying, is that the scientific quantity of "Time" can not be "placed on my hands".
"Time" is not an "object" which occupies 3-Dimensional Space, like my physical body and its parts.