Could life get anybetter?
by, 29-Aug-2013 at 23:26 (321 Views)
Ok perhaps it can. I will get my credit bill paid off in the next month and start saving for a cello. I am planning on extending the period of saving all the way to sometime next spring so that I can get a nicer cello and so that I won break it by trying to play it out in the snow. One slip and that is all it will take to ruin a $3000 cello. I will get a $3000 cello if my plan works. I was going to begin saving but ran into problems when I put a cello case on a credit card and instead of it only being the cello case it was everything else I put on it. I could have it paid off and money in savings by now.
Anyway like I said in the forums I found out that my theory is on the right track. The bible says nothing about being like a baby is a sin. We can only go by the guide lines that the ten commandments gives us. Two that I saw that borderline it is one; no idols which the activity of AB/DL could become if thats all you think about and two; do not lust.
I will be honest I lusted not too long ago and felt guilty about it for what seemed like an hour. I looked at something I should not have. I still regret it but I feel better after listening to Pillar and making my heart humble. To think I have gone so long without looking at porn and fantasized less I feel like this is an accomplishment. I will now work on trying to sexually fantasize less. I am ready to face what this life brings me as a Christian AB/DL.
Another really big thing I am happy about is that I am having a huge breakthrough with my friends computer. He got it for $35 off someone because of major virus issues. After a lot of thought and talking to my friend I decided to wipe out the OS and put Ubuntu studio on it. At first it was having problems but now I am going through one by one fixing them. I also decided to loan him $50 out of my next paycheck to barrow his laptop until he pays me back. Then I will install a fresh OS that should have only the problems that I know how to fix.
The last thing but not the least is I have a great idea to give my book DMS a strong narrative hook. Something I really overlooked and plan on using as a way to lead up to the climax of the story.
The Adisc of friends this is Pebble wishing you the best of luck.