by, 27-Aug-2013 at 05:10 (272 Views)
I am having a roller coaster week.
Generally, my emotions are about as stable as they possibly can be: like the Queen song..."little highs, little lows, any way the winds blows." I don't tend to get riled or excited all that much or that easily. But then there is this week.
It starts with taking my daughters off to college, including my youngest, sending my maternal instincts into hyperdrive. And then there is the start of the school year, always an emotional time. Plus there is the IC I am still working out, and a major bladder test tomorrow. And then there is everything on here, where I have experienced so many tremendous highs due to finding new friends and wonderful people who seem to care about me (or who at least say nice things to me) and make me feel good, but at the same time there are some things happening that I don''t want to discuss in specific right now that are causing me a world of anxiety.
I wish I had some ability to control all of this. I used to be really good at controlling this kind of thing. Could those days really have been only a few weeks ago?