Accepting my inner Baby
by, 22-Jun-2013 at 01:26 (373 Views)
For years I struggled with my felling of needing to be a baby. Was I an adult who wanted to play baby, No Was I baby in an adults body, No and Yes.
That sounds confusing I know. I even went to shrink to try to understand my feelings. What started as an emotional crutch as a child needing to escape abuse, pretending to be a baby to feel safe and secure. That little kid part of me never grew up.
So today when I am in my diapers with my Teddy in bed I am still that little boy. No longer afraid but safe and secure as a baby should be.
Understanding this I was able to accept who and what I am. I am an adult who still has a baby side.