Something weird is happening...
by, 24-Mar-2013 at 08:00 (349 Views)
So the whole time I've had this fetish, my main concern has been about the sexual side of things, in regards to acceptance.
Well, that's diminishing. Or something. The last few times I've had a diaper on I was initially somewhat aroused, but later on there is no desire to "sexually relieve myself." I still have a desire to wear though; if I don't it drives me crazy.
I'm so confused now...my whole DL side has been sexual all the way for all my life, but now that's starting to weaken. The DL side in general is still essentially there though.
I should be ecstatic that I'm not as sexually attracted to diapers as before, but I'm more confused and intrigued than anything. I've been trying to reconcile my old emotions for a while now, so maybe I've just flipped a dusty old switch that has never been touched.
Is this normal?